OH MAYBE BABY

2009-08-11T08:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO HUNNYKINS(:

I'VE MOVE TO OnSugar NOW

DO VISIT ME AT http://ohmaybebaby.onsugar.com

much love xoxo (:

2009-08-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

IM BLOGGING IN ONSUGAR NOW!

http://ohmaybebaby.onsugar.com/

2009-08-07T08:44:00.002+08:00

mood : grumpy.

hello raindrops (:
i was welcome with the most horrendous evil looking monster ever when i arrived at my lift landing yesterday night. omg la can. it was on the floor disguising itself as a dead leaf but NO IT'S NOT OKAY! the colour was brown and white and the edges of the wings looked cut. TOTAL EWWW! i cant believe i actually scream and ran downstairs to level 10 and go up the stairs near my corridor. stupid butterfly/moth. make me walk so far -___-"

and guess what? my mom called me right after she left the house saying that the ugly monster was still there. fuck the what! so Jods and i had to go down to level 10 again to take the lift. hahaha. assholic la kan.

insectophobia

i want you to fly with me.

2009-08-06T08:14:00.002+08:00

mood : hungrehh

hello sour pickles(:
i wanna share with you guys something that happened yesterday. it's rather amusing and embarrasing but i dont give a funcken damn. hehe. so here it goes. the usuals and i went to smoke break at our usual place. level 9. as soon as Clemence was about to seat on the steps, i saw this horrendous digusting looking PREYING FUCKING MANTIS! omfg la can. it was lime green and it was posing. omg omg omg. EWWWW. im not over reacting, it's true. i hate how big and lime greenish and evil it looks. I JUST DESPISE INSECTS. period.

haha. what a topic to talk about in the morning huhu. im not sure what to blog anyway. oh boyfriend's birthday is about a month away. it's been bothering me since forever because honestly, i dont know what to get him! i've wrote some stuff i wanna do in my handy-dandy notebook but i cant make up my mind. stress tawu. besides his birthday is during the Puasa month. haha lets sembahyang teraweh together ah B? amaciiiiiiiam? lol. omg i love you.

okay shall check my FB now. love ya'll (:

you wear a dress that i cant help but notice it doesnt match your shoes.

2009-08-05T08:24:00.002+08:00

mood : shcmleepy

good morning apple pies(:
sometimes i wish i was at the beach. it's been quite awhile since i've been to any beaches, especially East Coast. if im not mistaken, i've not been there since 2 years ago. and hell that was so long ago. i miss the distinct smell of the sea, the warm sand when i step upon it and the peaceful breeze running through my hair. simply splendid.

so i skipped tarian yesterday since Mas, Nadia and Izza werent going, Lyana and i dont feel like going plus my favourite boy came to meet me after school(: Que on the other hand wanted to stay to badly. haha. despite her constant whining we didnt go for tarian anyway.

so bused down to boyfriend's place since he was in need of the toilet. which is so typical eh B? faiz is not faiz without toilet :p anyway, we then rushed downstairs when we heard his daddy-yo and brother-yo was at the carpark. did my RJ and evaluations and shit i just remebered i didnt do quiz. lol. whatever. bused home after that.

okay i shall continue later when im bored. much love xoxo (:

my paper heart will bleed.

2009-08-04T08:12:00.002+08:00

mood : -less

hello canopies(:
PMS is killing me. omggggg. i have no idea why i have to blog that out but really, it hurts so bad :( no mood can? anyway, take a guess at the picture above. Jods and i took the guess that cartoon character quiz and i i got 14/15! awesome abis kepahh. i know right. the picture above is giveaway by the way.

so yesterday was mundane as ever. class couldnt get more boring. attended tarian which apparently Cikgu paitao. we came for nothing -__-" learn new dance steps today which means i have to come for tarian. my plan to go over to boyfriend's place is cancelled because of that. however though, boyfriend will be coming over to my school to meet me for 1hr plus before tarain. gembira sungguh!

okay so the answer is BILL! why? look at the background at the top right hand corner saying "Little Bill" HAHAHAHAHA! told you it was giveaway. i couldnt stop laughing yesterday. okay shall start bloghopping now. and just a little note, i shall update you guys when im using http://ohmaybebaby.onsugar.com. for now, im still updating in blogger.

the look in your eyes makes me crazy.

2009-08-03T08:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTE SHCMUTE SHCMELLEH KITTEH!

MIMI!

YOU KNOW I KNOW LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO.

THANKS FOR SCARRING ME FOR LIFE.

I STILL LOVE YOU THOUGH.

*BONE CRUSHING HUG AND A WET KISS*

mood: pain

good morning sunshine (:

class just commence. im suppose to do PDT but i feel like blogging haha! i know it's been quite awhile since i last blog. well, i didnt have the time to blog plus blogger was being shitty. anyway, i've created on.sugar! YAY! visit me at http://ohmaybebaby.onsugar.com/ i havent really change anything on that website but i might re-vamp it soon!

anyway, i might consider buying that dress above. cute and CHEAP! it cost only 8 fucking bucks! how awesome! im gonna get Jodie to buy for me (: huhu. OH YES! MOVIE REVIEW! boyfriend and i watched The Hangover on friday at PS. the movie was one of the most hilarious movies i have ever watched. i couldnt stop laughing throughout! definitely a must watch movie! well, the movie is fun because i blanja. hahahahahahahahahaha! kayy mepek.

okay i shall start doing ws now. bleghh~

baby, it's you i want.

2009-07-31T13:15:00.002+08:00

mood : satiated

hello sun bears(:
I LOVE THE SMELL OF IKEA GOODS. MMmmMMmmMMmm. i know right, i'm so random. but really, Ikea has this distinct smell which is so good to me(: i like! anyway, my throat has gotten worse i guess. i got Strepsils for myself to ease my sore throat. well, hope it last through the day.

now everybody knows i'm afraid of butterflies :( the usuals and i were making our way to CWP to accomopany Eqah get something for her sister. suddenly, i saw this ugly looking butterfly in a distant and i shrieked. it was white and orange. omgggggggg. i started pulling Jods along with me, like i always do. the rest started to laugh histerically and made a big deal about it -__-" Iskandar even walk beside the butterfly and talk to it. he told the butterfly to follow him and it actually did! funny but not cool!

meeting favourite boy later. cant wait! it's been quite awhike since we hang out together, only the both of us. might be watching Fighting later. okay faci is back. blog later (:

songbird

2009-07-30T09:12:00.003+08:00

i might change to onsugar.com since blogger is giving quite afew problems. besides, the name onsugar is like so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: (: (: but lets see how it goes. i give blogger until friday, if it works then might keep ohmaybebaby.blogspot.com OR ELSE! onsugar.com here i come! i'll the pyscho everybody to change to onsugar. hehehe. even clemence and taufiq!

2009-07-29T08:24:00.003+08:00

mood : down down down down just makes me go down down down down.

hello colourful hot air balloonies(:
allhamdullilah, my fever has reside. im still having cough and flu though. i hope i'll get better by tomorrow. i feel like going home though. boyfriend told me to go back home and even insist to take me home from school despite having school. i'll be fine in school, sweets. im a strong girl (:

im suppose to do worksheet qns now but im too lazy to do so. wOOooOO! Farah and i just added Nenek Kropok on facebook. shit fuck the comments are hilarious! okay i shall end my post here. so long(:

you took away my love.

2009-07-28T11:30:00.008+08:00

friday

Saturday

mood : sick.

hello green spinach(:

i apologize for not blogging. im having fever, sore throat and flu. i feel much better today though. so the pictures above were taken during Friday and Saturday. i didnt come to school yesterday and today because my temperature is 38.1. i know right. i cant be bothered to attend school. okay i shall end my post here.

HAPPY 6 MONTHS BABYLOVE

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SWEETHEART

2009-07-26T12:23:00.003+08:00

mood: shcmexied.

hello sticky tapes(:
i apologize for not blogging. i was kinda busy for the past 2 days. besides, blogger was really really annoying. still being the dickhead like blogger have always been, i cant upload pictures. sot skejap sia. i'll upload it later at night alright (: if blogger cooperate that is. so i shall keep you guys updated!

friday,240709:

- after school, rushed down to Jod's class to meet up with her
- fetched favourite boy near One Stop Centre
- had lunch with boyfriend outside Jodie's class
- Ignite looks gloomy so we decided to meet up with Dzul at Dhouby
- we cant make up our mind to where to go
- ended up chillaxing behind Dhouby MRT

i had fun despite the fact that we didnt have proper plans. i still cant forget the sad innocent face Dzul made when he wanted to sit in the train. cute in a crazy way la kann. and favourite boy will always be my sweetheart (: and baby, you're not a pedophile. i was kidding really.

Saturday,250709:

- left home at about 3
- trained down to Cairnhill CC to watch Dharma Refus3 compete in the Persada Juara Tari
- i missed the kipas group tarian
- the selendang team was not bad but they had quite a few mistakes
- left during break because we were purely bored. haha. not offence la eh
- trained down to town to eat
- i was literally starving
- after lunch, Jods and i decided to go esplanade
- bumped into Jeffri, Amin and friends so we decided to join them
- the cannon scared the living shit out of me
- took some pics
- did a favour for Jep. you know, i know. hahha!
- watched the spetecular fireworks display
- chillax at Boat Quay with Dzul and Jods
- someone proposed in one of the sweetest way ever!
- the couple were in the junk boat, when they were about to sail through the bridge, they friends pulled down this really huge banner saying, "BILLIE, WILL YOU MARRY ME"
- awwwwwwww (: sweet rightttttttttt
- parents fetched Jods and i at Cityhell
- had dinner at KTM
- had ice cream at Changi Airport swensens. time check, 12.30. -__-"
- headed home (:

today,260709:

- going to expo later i guess
- i wanna sleep

BYE!

I MISS MY FAVOURITE BOY

SO VERY MUCH.

and the thing about what you know that i dont know,

well i already know (:

baby you're the one i've been waiting for.

2009-07-24T08:18:00.002+08:00

i won the best dressed female student in W14P which

was voted by the male students in my class. thanks guys! i love all of you!

Yuorong won the best dressed male student for W14P!

i had the honours to give the certificate to him.

iskandar handing me the certificate. cheeky monkey.

this was during the "interview". for some reason, i like this picture. hahaaha!

my group mates (:

WHAT GAN?! JAMES GAN! hahahaha!

i have to idea whose fingers are those. must be shaun or james. tsk.

doing research kayyy :p

mood : lightheaded for some reason.

hello fresh vegetables(:
i guess i cant blog every night anymore since blogger is giving me huge problems. but it's okay, i'll try my very best to update my blog every morning when im in school(:

so yesterday was enterprise skills. the whole class had to wear formal dressing. everyone wore formal except Joel. tsk. anyway, i had fun during class despite the demoralizing morning where i felt really over-dressed. haha. we had gazzillion fun taking photos! there are still a few photos to put up but im still waiting for Farah to upload them all (:

so after school, i rushed down to meet Jods, Hana, Brandon, Ethan and his friend. we bused down to Tampines to apply for a job at Mcd call centre. guess fucking what? they dont accept part timers. by the time we reached the "ulu-ulu" part of Tamp behind ITE Tamp my feet were full of atrocious looking and extremely painful blisters. i was to the brim of death (cheyy cheyy) walking up and down buildings and when we finally reached the place, we were fucking rejected. annoying much.

class just commence. *sigh* got to go loves. IM GOING FOR IGNITE LATER. wooOOooOOoo! kayy bye (:

tonight.

2009-07-23T08:03:00.002+08:00

mood: neat.

good morning sunshine(:
i hate blogger. i usually blog at 11+ at night but now i cant. why? well, i cant post anything after 11. how fucking annoying can that be. blogger is a total dickhead. period.

okay so im in class now wearing my formal clothes. i feel so weird and over dressed. i cant imagine when im older, having to wear this kinda clothes to work. rather odd to me. but i just have to suck it up today. i wish i brought extra shoes. i feel so awkward because i feel like a pathetic crane. i like being tall but i want someone to be tall with me. this heels makes me even taller. now i feel like a pathetic skyscraper.

well, there's no point brooding about how i look today. i am here in class already anyway. i just hope that today would be awesome. im just a little upset that Eqah is not able to come today because she's sick. she IM-ed me a few minutes ago telling me how much she miss the class and she really wanted to come today. get well soon babe(:

i still have 10 mins before class commence. i should do some bloghopping now. much love <3

i can see it in your eyes, tasted in our first kiss.

2009-07-21T22:27:00.007+08:00

mood : nerdy. 0.0

baby, im very sorry. i feel like i've cheated on you. i know you told me that you werent angry at me but i could see it in your eyes that you were upset. honestly, i feel like the worst girlfriend ever. i shouldnt have done it. you have all the right in the world to be upset and angry but i hope you accept my apology. i know i have misuse your trust but i'll do my best to give you my all in this relationship. i love you and only you sweetheart.

today's cognitive group was the worst group i've ever been in. i fvcking swear! Albin and Jian Ping were pain in the ass, period. Ablin with his Bollywood movies and Jian Ping IM-ing every single-oh-second with his girlfriend. padehal sama class. mengamuk skejap siulx. well, Siti was a little sick today so i dont mind at all. despite that, i had to weigh all the burden today. from PDT to worksheet and even ppt. *sigh* what a day. well i'll get a maximum grade of C. expected grade is D for Definitely Die.

after school, met boyfriend at Woody inter and we bused back to his place. chillaxed for awhile and we went over to my place after that. he did my RJ and we studied maths. so thats my day(:

when you left i lost a part of me.

2009-07-21T08:07:00.002+08:00

mood : pain. haha

good morning sunshine(:
blogger was being a dickhead last night so i cant blog. anyway, i went home at about 11am during school because i had severe migrane. my head felt like people moshing in it and i puked in the toilet. i was afraid people might think i suffer from Bulimia. haha. so after puking i had to wait for 5 solid minutes for people to leave the toilet. i went into class grabbed my stuff and cabbed home. ALONE.

after 6 hours of good sleep during the afternoon, favourite boy wanted to meet me to check whether i was okay. spent a few hours with him near my place and then we went to meet Jods. had a few puffs which i was craving for since i woke up. hahaha. anyway, we headed home after that.

well, im in class now. im forever early. that explains why im blogging now. haha. i still have 15mins before class starts. *sigh* i hope nothing bad would happen to me today. oh oh! boyfriend is coming over my place today! yay! to study of course. cant wait. i shall end my post here. take care everyone(:

make damn sure.

2009-07-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

mood: humbled.

hello yellow fellow (:
firstly, my cousin passed away late last night. though i wasnt that close to him i was definitely devastated. i mean we are related. so at about noon, my family and i went down to Jurong West to send our condolences to his family. as soon as we got there, i was overwhelmed to see the number of people who turned up. from friends to families and even the people who took care of him. i was deeply touched when they got to take a look at his body for one last time. his mother was deeply in grief and withered. my heart goes out to his family.

to late Abang Zaki. although we are not close, i've always admired you and your brother. even how sick both of you were, hope and faith is what keeps you going. your determination beats all odds and im so very inspired by you and your brother. i hope Allah s.w.t will bless you and send you to heaven because i believe that you deserve to be there. Amin.

fellow blog readers, in life, people come and go. it is never easy to lose someone close to our hearts. looking at how distraught and devastated my aunt was makes me feel the same way too. i cant imagine how hard it is to lose your child. any of your love ones might leave any moment now. so before they go, i want you to reminicse all the things that they have done to make you what you are today and embrace the good times you had with them. a simple gesture like saying, thank you, sorry or i love you, goes a long way. it might also be the last time they get to hear you say it.

i guess i shall end my post here for today. take care love. goodnight(:

you dont really know what you've got till it's gone.

2009-07-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm she said i should post something lol sooo

i..love..iwana..

kay done bye X2

By me :D
Faiz.

2009-07-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

mood : elated.

hello wishing wells(:
today is such a long day. strangely though, i dont feel tired at all. *giggles* so today was as per normal. a few of my classmates absconded from school during 2nd break. naughty kids. well, you guys should have stayed. today's Programming lesson was not that bad after all. my new group is wayyy wayyy better than my previous one. thank goodness!

after school, Jods and i met up with favourite boy at Woody inter. we then trained down to OMG! Dhoby Ghaut to meet up with Dzul. had lunch at KFC since Dzul had 25% discount. after lunch we watched Harry Potter Half Blood Prince. it's a must watch! i dont wanna elaborate more about the movie because those who havent watch it will definitely hate me for doing so. anyway, we chillaxed outside PS till about 9.30 and trained back home after that (:

i wanna give the biggest most comforting hug to my littlest twin sissy. im so proud of you for making the right decision because i know you deserve better, someone who really wants to be with you because he loves you for who you are and i know he cant do that. i am certain that you'll meet the perfect guy for you when the time comes. not to worry, im always gonna be there for you no matter what. you know i love you more than anything in this world (:

B,i love you bay.

cause you you're the only one who's on my mind.

2009-07-16T21:41:00.005+08:00

mood : stable.

hello kitchen rolls(:

i apologize for not blogging yesterday. Jods and i had a MAJOR feud with daddy-yo. i dont wish to elaborate more because both parties have agree to end the conflict. i was emotionally unstable therefore i didnt attend school today. not worry, im alright(:

anyway, i attended school for Programming UT today. well, i stared at my lappy screen for about 5 minutes not knowing what to do. then i came up with a briliant idea, well, bimbo-ish one actually. i literally copied the relevant 6Ps and paste it in my answers. never thought of it right? haha. well, atleast i put in something than nothing. i might get some marks. *wriggles eyebrows* wait, how do u wriggle your eyebrows anyway? hah. shit i cant do it.

favourite boy told me to blog about him. TTM la kan. haha. but its okay, i love you anyway. well, i just want to thank you for staying by me yesterday. i was crying because of the feud with dad but he stood by me, and reminded me that everything would be okay. i know how worried you were when i didnt pick up your calls and not replying your texts. well, you know the reason why. i feel so blessed to have someone like you in my life. someone who is willing to listen, understand, take good care of me and to love me whole heartedly. i see myself in you. you are one of the reasons why i look forward to everyday. Baby, i just cant express in words how much i love you but you know i love you like you love me. see you tomorrow sweetheart(: and oh, Hi Cactus. hahahahahahahaha! kk ily(:

my heart belongs to you.

2009-07-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

this is Iskandar. OMG i just cannot

stop laughing at his DP.

cute in a crazy way right? HAHA!

hello ping pongs(:

favourite boy made my day. i was on the way back to class from the ladies when he called. i was puzzled because he never call in that time of the day because he knew i was schooling. we i pick up the call anyway. he called just to say he love me (: aww sweet kan die. macam tau je i was not in class. haha. i love you too bay.

i had a good laugh before school UT today. Ni Yan apparently had this super cool China calculator installed in his comp. Shaun was asking about square root and apperantly everything was in well, Chinese. so Pam ask the class what's square root in Chinese. and so cheeky Azlan said Chacarrooot! (Chacarron) HAHAHAHA! OMG LA! i cannot stop laughing!

okay im watching Wild Child now. bye!

love like this.

2009-07-13T22:59:00.003+08:00

omg. i look so masai serabai can. tsk.

cute kan? kann?? hehe.

blajaring okay(:

us(:

mood: nerdy.

hello cyber buddies(:

as you can see in the pictures above, favourite boy came over my place to teach me maths. im so glad i got to meet him again. rindu tawuu. so, before that, i met him at TP bus stop to pick him up from school, so that we can go to my place together. he was whining like a little girl all the way back to my place. mostly about how nervous he was and he wanted to go home. tsk. but i know he want me to pass my UT tomorrow so he was willing to come over and tutor me(:

today's UT was honestly crappy. time flew by so fast i barely remembered that UT started. haha kayy part tu bedek sikit. but ya, i got this feeling that i did pretty bad for it. though i finished all the questions in time, my answers were literally 50-200 words long only. how mepek can i be la can? whatever it is, what's done, is done. no point sulking over it. so SUCK IT UP! hahaha.

thanks for tutoring me just now B. i now understood everything. SUMPAH! hehe. im so glad that we were able to meet up. macam da lamer tak jumpe gitukan. haha. i hope you do well for your test tomorrow and i hope i do well for my UT myself. you know i love you like nobody else does. and i know you love me the same way too(:

okay i think i should get some rest now. good night sweetcakes(:

they dont love you like i love you.

2009-07-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

mood: shcmexied. haha.

hello car batteries(:
my day today was average. Uztaz covered up alot of things today and i believe that parents and their children learn something today. to me, i learnt something called, trust. i hope now mommy-yo and daddy-yo understand that im a big girl now, and that i can do things on my own. despite that, i'll always be there for them and i love them until their dying day(:

im so stoked for tomorrow because favourite boy is coming over to my place to help me out for maths! mom was like, "nk blaja ke nak tengok muke Faiz?" hahahahaha! honestly, i wanna meet him. *laughs* but then again, i suck at maths so i need my own personal tutor to help me out and thankfully i got one (:

okay im done for today. shall pick out my clothes for school tomorrow. good night everyone. rest well(: *blows kisses*

im gonna be the love that's gonna last, be the one that got your back.

2009-07-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

mood : exhausted.

hello cheesecakes(:
well, favourite boy told me to update, so here i am(: im extremely tired and sleepy to maxzszx but its okay, i ikhlas tau. so! my day was a very long one.

left Singapore at about 10am. i was quite surprised that the Malaysian checkpoint via woodlands have changed. i know right. its been quite awhile since i've been to Johore. well, there was nothing much in Johore and wasnt really hyped up to get anything there. so, i left Malaysia empty handed.

i wasnt upset though because daddy-yo decided to go to Vivo to shop. i was pleasantly elated and stoked! walk around a couple of shops and finally, i got my self a Zara tee (: I LOVE SALE! well who doesnt? nyehhs~ after that, we went to Arab St for dinner afterwhich we went back home.

well, i cant continue blogging anymore because my eyes are literally half closed/half open. i need to get my well deserve rest now. good night shcmexies(:

when you left i lost a part of me.

2009-07-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

mood: fuss king satiated la kan.

hello pretty sweaters(:
I MISS FAVOURITE BOY ALREADY. today is the first of all fridays' that i went home straight and not meet him. sadded right? plus tomorrow study plan with him at my house is cancelled because im going Johore. walande. mommy-yo insist that i should follow her tomorrow. i cant deny the fact that i wanna shop, but, i wanna meet my B.

school was a drag. i was half asleep most of the time and i cant be bothered to do anything. expecting a C grade. hah. dontch care. oh oh! farah! i "SEE" D i cry *press nose* hahahahaha. stupid boy. inside joke*. i couldnt stop laughing because of that.

had dinner at Mr Teh Tarik with mommy-yo. i had this mee thingy which was like superliciously sedap. i like~ anyway, we came across this little kitty. it was sick. its tongue is sticking out and saliva was hanging out of its mouth. my heart literally sink to my stomach. i felt like hugging it and telling it it's okay and send it to the nearest veterinarian. my heart goes out to that poor kitty cat.

i love you bay (:

can you believe that the crew has come and wouldnt let me sign on?

2009-07-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

mood : loved. haha.

hello crash test dummies(:
today's class is just plain annoying. im just irritated that i had to apply maths and POA during enterprise lesson. two subjects that i suck at. hahha. mcm siulx kan. during class, James keep flooding my email outlook. thanks ah eh. haha.

like usual, bused down to Tamp to meet my favourite boy (: i was annoyed again because there were so many people that i could hardly find a spot to eat and FB. boyfriend came strolling in and he decided to eat. baik ah. i nk makan, u tk nk makan ngn i. i da mkn, baru u nk mkn. tsk *rolls eyes* anyway, i decided to give Mango a visit. guess who i bumped into? Aba An and Kak Nana! hahahahahaha! gave them a quick wave and smile. boyfriend and i have eyed on this particular dress since forever. mcm cute gitu kan B? hehe. after browsing, we left and decided to go Tamp 1, Topshop.

boyfriend "unintentionally" told me what he was going to get me for our 6 monthsary from topshop. haha! funny ah you! yadayada. we bused down to PR. guess who we bumped into next?! MOMMY-YO! hahahahaha! lagi best. we were about the board the bus when boyfriend said " eh B your mom dalam bus" haha. kecoh kann. he hantar-ed the both of us home. aww sweet kan. lol.

science UT tomorrow. my 6Ps are open but i've yet to read any of them. ahaha. siulxxxx. okay i think should get my notes done now. good night.

HAHA! still laughing over the fact that you tried to transfer your Hacks sweet to me and it dropped right out and also how you step good boy infront of my mother. hahaha! despite all of that, i love you so very much my pet lion, rawr. *peck on boyfriend's cheek*and i wanna apologize to Jodie for over reacting. unreasonable i know. i love you. *hugs*

you remind me of the times when i knew who i was.

2009-07-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

mood : ape tengoktengok? rosak pe mate kaw?! wahahahahaha!

hello shivering shrimps!
jodie told me to put that as my mood. but shit fuck it's funny! wahahhahhaha! anyway, i guess im going to wear that dress above tomorrow. it's been quite awile since i've bought it but i always had a hard time confirming if i should wear them with tighs or not? i guess i should. mcm pendek gitu kan. hehe. please mind my berserak serabai dressing table. oh ya, i heard from somewhere that Serabai is actually a place if im not wrong. go google it.

i miss W4 canteen. it's been 2 weeks since i've been there. shoutout to the 2 bucks nasi lemak, maple syrup waffle and green apple bubble tea, i miss you guys. honestly. be it chomping you, slurping you or gobble you down my throat, you guys makes my tummy feel so so happy. see you, when i see you. * weeps*

so! after school bused down all the way to Tamp to meet my favourite boy (: he's tempang for today because he got injured yesterday while playing soccer. tsk. did the usuals. oh bumped into RAHIDAH at TM toilet. omg i miss her! anyway, he sent me home and i insist that he come over my place to drink, well, because he was thirsty. but he step malumalu kucing and decline. whatever eh B, saturday come my place kayy (: to study that is. get well soon, bay. i love you (:

you thought you knew me but you dont.

2009-07-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

mood : hottttttt. omggggg.

hello apple juice (:
blogger mcm siulx la kan. i still cant upload pictures. *sigh* annoying much. oh yes, my lappy is the victim of my KPO classmates again today. i totally forgot to lock my lappy before i left for break. so the miang boys use my webcam again and set it as my desktop background. thanks again korang~ tsk.

class was FUN today. we used the unused classroom next door to do our work. kecoh to maxzszxs! haha! oh well, typical W14P-ians. oh i was fuscking elated when i receive a text message from Jodie stating that TARIAN WAS FUSCKING CANCELLED! i literally shrieked in class and i got the "WTF?!" faces staring at me. especially Taufiq. haha. whatever la eh. happy siulx.

random fact la eh, i just find typing siulx cool. ahahaha! like so minah minah lyddat. not trying to be one la eh. wahahaha! and fuscking is pronounced as FUSS KING! cool kan. say no?! hehe. i just made that up. im stoked for tomorrow! meeting my favourite boy! yay yay yay! happy skejap siulx.

although we've come to the end of the road, still i cant let go.

2009-07-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

oh yes! i forgot! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYEIKH aka SHAKE! 18 eh. suke ah. hahaha! well i hope you had a great day today eventhough you fell sick. i hope you are blessed with all the good things in life. YOU'RE FINALLY LEGAL (: yay for you!

2009-07-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

mood : satiated.

hello polaroid cameras(:
blogger is being a dickhead again so i cant upload any pictures. mundane monday. zzzzz. i literally doze off in class. science is just too draggy for me. especially physics. more and more calculation. mcm siulx sikit. hehe.

so after school, headed down to cwp to have lunch with my littlest twin sister yo (: it's been quite awhile since we hung out together, just the both of us. i miss our giler randomness like making jingles and singing out songs even how ridiculous we look. haha. after lunch, we bused down to Tamp in hopes to get a new tank top BUT we were shortage of moolahs, which is heart wrenching because we've been yearning for a tank top since forever. for Jodie atleast. huahuahuah :D we bused home after that (:

BET awards was awesome! i manage to watch it as soon as i got back. ahh Ne-yo mysexylove. hhahahahaha. they made tributes to the legend, Michael Jackson. wahh like so the sadded you knowww. anyway, i dont feel like going to tarian tomorrow. really. but i have to anyway 'cause i guess i am learning the Kipas. whatever la kan. i would rather go to boyfriend's place. nyehhs~ speaking about him. i miss him like heavennnnnnnnnnn. it's been 3 days since we last met but i've longing to meet him. mcm lamer gituks eh B? you know im thinking you (: ily.

im an old light house throwing beams of light to everyone.

2009-07-05T12:12:00.004+08:00

mood : hungry schmungry

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY-YO!

hello fractured bones(:
i apologize for not blogging yesterday because i came home almost 3am yesterday, well today. haha. yesterday, my family and i, except abang An, gathered to have dinner at Kg Chai Chee to celebrate daddy-yo's birthday in advance.

so while waiting for the meal, my daddy-yo started a rather awkward convo. i was texting favourite boy like usual so i guess daddy-yo noticed. he was asking me alot of questions about favourite boy and the most hilarious one was..

daddy-yo : tu yg that time budak naik motor tu eh?
me : HUH?! tk la! hahaha!

well, he was reffering to Khalid. tak dapat ah sia. huhu. after dinner, sent abang In home, grabbed my cardigan and headed to town to catch a movie. we watched Obssesed. ratings 3/5 ~ got back home at around 2 plus, close to 3.

today, my family except abang In went to Bugis to have lunch. we ate at the newly open 2nd level of Islamic restaurant and it was breathtaking. it's too nice to be a restaurant.hahahaha. after that, we went handphone hunting and i really want HTC magic. its pretty (: yadayada. we went to nenek-yo's place and headed back home after that. oh yeah, daddy-yo also mentioned he wanted to meet boyfriend. haha.

kecoh eh B? haha. i miss u tau :( ilysvvvvvvvvm (:

tonight.

2009-07-03T23:03:00.007+08:00

mood : dehydrated.

hello hunnybunch(:

haiyakk. blogger is being such a dickhead lately. i cant upload pictures. im just too lazy to convert to photobucket and all. where got timeeeee~ *in iskandar's annoying tone* school today was stressing because it's none other than programming. i honestly did my work for the first time ever (: im being kacau-ed by my classmates today, especially Syeikh and Azfar because i wore white and purple similar to my classmate, a girl name Hui Fen aka magic hands. my triplet~ thanks korang.. tsk.

surprisingly, class ended 1/2 hourearly today. after school, trained all the way down to Somerset to meet my favourite boy. we went to Cineleisure to watch Ice Age 3. hilarious and i give a 2 thumbs up(: go watch it! after that we went to the Heeren and gossip. haha. not really la. just talk. we left at 8.40 and trained back to PR.

so thats my day (: i love my B.

B B B! again im very extremely sorry for the occasional blowouts and moodswings,
kecohness and even merepekness today. especially when i unconciously scolded you for saying i look different which made you kinda upset and acting all
physcopathic in the train which made you a little freaked out. well, i guess you
know why. haha. im sure you're happy, bay. you know, i know heh. but it's the
first and last. so yeah. i love it when you're flushing red. cute u tawu! i love
you hunnehx forevax!

pass it on.

2009-07-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

mood : withered. cheyy. haha.

hello designer totebags(:

2nd post of the day! YAY! haha. lets continue the story of my day kayy. boyfriend finally came a few minutes after i blogged. i was quite bumped because he refuse to eat and claimed that he ate in school already. this means that i had to eat all alone. sadded right? please, im very the manja one okay, i need someone to accompany me eat. so he really didnt want to eat what more can i do right? i reluctantly bought my meal and ate quietly while boyfriend was happily reading FML.

decided to head to Cotton On because i wanted to get a new tank top but the tank top colours weren't that pretty-yo. so we then went over to PR. yadayada boyfriend decided to go Bedok so i followed. Bedok is full of cats. omggggg. but they were all underfed unlike my mokmok cat Mimi. tsk. be thankful you're given and treated the best in this household you :p yadayada... HOME! despite my blowouts, moodswings and ngantokness, my B was there beside me all along reminding me how much he loves me (: im really sorry for worsening your leg injury, babe. i hope you feel better tomorrow. i love you so very much babylove <3

i cant wait for tomorrow! not because of lessons though but favourite boy and i are going to watch Ice Age 3 after school! yay! B i like~ hahhahaha. sEXCITED! i feel thirsty for some reason la kan. haha. random right ^^ okay la bye.

so you can cry.

2009-07-02T17:53:00.002+08:00

mood : hungry

hello parking lots(:
today my laptop is the victim of these KPO classmates of mine. while the girls and i went to grab some bites during the 2nd break, they use my webcam and set this picture as my lappy background. thanks korang~ -__-" the middle is Taufiq aka Qifuat, left is Shaun aka Nuahs, the cacat not clear guy is Yurong(haha), infront of him is Azfar aka GB and the one with the cap is Syeikh aka Shake.

what am i doing blogging in the middle of the day? not really middle of the day la. it's about 6 now. well, im just bored and alone :( sadded right? im waiting for boyfriend to come. late as usual. haha. but it's okay, i understand la kan. oh oh, did i tell u i bumped into my ex-gossip-girl, Kuu at central yesterday while getting a cup of bubble tea. she's so tan now but still maintained her cute bubbly self and her kecohness. we literally shrieked and hug one another! haha. omg i miss the good old days in secondary school.

HUNGRY. omg. *stomps feet* oh ya! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ISKANDAR NASRI! i forgot your birthday was yesterday but i just remembered now (: i hope you had a smashing 18th birthday! all the best in life buddy (: and lastlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Happy 2nd Month to my sister yo Jodie and Talib aka Bilat. dont be upset that you're unable to celebrate your monthsary with him alright. i shall celebrate it with you although im not quite sure how. haha.

obsession.

2009-07-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

mood : thirsty.

hello private boats(:

yes boyfriend wrote the post last night because i was too tired to do so. sweet kan. saaaaaaaayaaaaaaangggg dia! i slept at 3.30 last night otp-ing with boyfriend and guess what time i woke up today?! 11.15. mampozxsxzxsxzxs.

as soon as i woke up, i reached for my lappy. my lappy will forever be a kebabai bitch because it will forever have internet connection problem and VPN prob. it took me close to 2 fucking hours to get connected. to MSN only with no internet. sialzxsxzxs kan? haha. macam nak give up gitukan. anyway, when i was invited in the class convo, they were all already discussing about the ws till Q11. cb cb cb cb. i was confused but nobody cared to stop and do recap or something so the "latecomers" like me would be able to catchup. whatever~

about 30 mins staring cluelessly at the convo, still blur as can be, i gave up and went to accompany boyfriend to the polyclinic to get MC. Jods tagged along since both of us wanted to topup our concession pass. now, im waiting for boyfriend to finish his prayers so that we can discuss the practice questions together.

OMG! BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYONE! IM SO STOKED AND sEXCITED FOR TOMORROW! SEE YA'LL IN CAMPUS! *blows kisses*

Hi.

2009-07-01T01:05:00.003+08:00

Hi there..wana is too tired to type so ill do the typing for her and apparently she doesnt know what to type so she told me to type random things.

So today she woke up at 815 in the morning n btw she fasted today *claps hand*..so she did her lessons like normally n boringly like seriously rp life boring..

so then at 3 she fell asleep n woke up at 636 (apparently she remembered the exact time she woke up). then she broke her fast and watched tv n then at night she did her rj

and after her rj she just talk to me all along.

okay so that was her day..very the fun RIGHT *makes a sarcastic face*

By wana's boy/pet lion Faiz.

i love iwana <3

2009-06-29T23:36:00.004+08:00

mood: dejected..NOT.

hello oh mandy ee.
today's e-learning was one of the slackest ever. haha. oh well, the last module of the week, what more can i say (: so Jodie decided that it's time i should try shisha so. i did! hehe. oh yes, i apologize for the vulgar post earlier. i was just mad la at my faci. unreasonable dickhead.

anyway, it was about 2.30pm when Jodie told me that some of her classmates wanted to go shisha today so i decided to tag along. Dzulkifli then wanted to meet us up sebab rindu. hehe. left our crib at about 5 and waited for Dzul aka Along (not along in english but along in malay pronounciation eh ppl). he's our brotha from anotha motha :D im Angah hahaha. and Jods is Bongsu. cool kan. anyway, we trained down to Bugis.

i gave Along one of my Sampoerna just to make him join us for shisha. sadded sia. haha. tapi ikhlas from the heart (: hehe. met up with the rest at Banquet. suddenly Along felt like peeing haha cb. so i had to follow him all the way to Golden Landmark. then Along said he was craving for Murtabak. haha macam-macam ah ni budak so i willingly accopanied him. we shared since he was full. after the light meal, met up with Jods and the rest at Haji Lane.

we shisha-ed at Aladdin. tempat penuh dgn ke-me-ra-han. haha. tried apple. well it's gd but i think ~~smoking is better~~. huhu. Along got me to try his Gudang Garam but i was reluctant to try. haha. shared a couple of stories and then all of us decided to leave. Bongsu and i decided to head home, Along went to Geylang while the rest decided to chillax somewhere.bumped into mommy-yo on the way back and we got our well deserved KFC meal. yay. happy skaliks tawuu. haiyakk no pictures taken :(

i miss Along's mewing. cute gile la can?

the way you fight shy of almost everything.

2009-06-29T14:20:00.002+08:00

OMG IM SO F' ED UP LA CAN?! my programming faci is being a fucking moron. knnnbcb!

BUTO SAMA DIA!

2009-06-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

mood : giddy.

hello sweet cakes(:

i miss school so badly :( :( :( phaa~ today was so mundane. omgggg. i was at home from morning to about 4. then went to nenek-yo place at Admiralty for religious class and back home. boreded sia. my neighbour upstairs is making helluva noise. pikir cool pe. tsk.

i miss favourite boy :(

we will be together, eternally

2009-06-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH LOVE (:

haha. old picture at our favourite place kan B (:

my heart is sure it wants to be with you sweetheart.

my love for you grows more each day and i just cant believe that i found someone

so special like you.

thank you for everything , sweets.

i love you with all my heart!

mood : LOL-yfied.

hello pinched salts(:

one word to describe today. FUN. wooOOooOOooo. so met my favourite boy along with Jodie at PR inter. boyfriend was late because he had to wait for his mommy-yo to come home and he was forced to eat at home. hhaha. cute kan. anyway, we trained down to Cityhall to meet up with Lissa.

accompanied Lissa to Marina Square since she wanted to get boxers for Hakim. after that we had lunch at Breeks and Acik joined us. after the meal, everybody was happy except for boyfriend and Acik. boyfriend claimed he was being cheated because of the bill and Acik was complaining that we was still hungry. BOYS~ tsk.

anyway, we headed to Esplanade library to study. yadayadayada. we decided to go to Cathay B&J since all of us dont really know where to go. haha. took a bus there. kayy yadayadayada. i have a video taken but it's taking forever to upload so no need la eh. :D

left Cathay at around 8.30 and trained back to PR. had a good laugh in the train as well as waiting for the bus to take me back home. i couldnt stop laughing because of boyfriend's potty act. nonsense la kan. but thanks for making my day eh B. oh ya. while walking up to "bus 3 bus stop" boyfriend wanted to make echo sounds. he was like, "SIKET! (echo part) SIKET SIKET SIKET SIKET!" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! B, it's suppose to be,"SIKET!(echo part) KET KET KET KET!" yang blakang je ade echo. hahahahhahaha. and i couldnt stop laughing because of the irritating laugh. omgggg. i loooooooooveeeeeeee youuuuuuuu soooooooo muchieeeeeeeeeeee babylove(:

2009-06-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

mood : LOL-yness.

hello shredded cheese.

i just got back an hour ago. im fairly exhausted but i still feel like updating hehe. so today, i met my favourite boy to catch a movie at Cineleisure. we watched Transfomers. soo not my type of movie la kann. i think guys should like it because it's action packed and there's Megan Foxx. other than that, the movie was alright to me.

after the movie, decided to meet up with Jods and mommy-yo to get some monthly kitchen stock. trained all the way to Novena. haha. the distant omgggg i know rrigghhtt. but since mommy-yo had $200 voucher to spent at Square 2, so why not? huhu.

i sat in between the isles on the floor alone doing RJ. haha. kesian kan? i honestly forgot about RJ until we went to NTUC. haha. so mommy-yo and Jods did the shopping while i finished up my RJ. we then waited for daddy-yo to come and fetch us. he was 20 mins late. that explains the pictures taken above. we were bored and hungry. haha.

so daddy-yo decided to bring us to Kg Glam to eat. wooOOooOOoo. okay im feeling very sleepy right now. i shall not drag on.

BBBBBBBB.....I LOVE YOU.

2009-06-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

mood : restless shcmestless.

hello humming halos.
e-learning sucks big time. i despise staying up at home and having lessons. it just doesnt go well together. see, i had to camwhore because i was slowly dying of boredom. i want to go back to school real bad. studying in school is 82470472507047873854 gazillion times better than staying up at home and do work.

RP VPN was being such a kebabai bitch today. i couldn't log in to it since morning. only in certain time of the day it works. knnnbcb. omggggg tomorrow is programmingggggg. 100x knnnbcb. with no clemence or the China peeps, i'll literally go tingtongningnong okayyyy. mati lohh. haiyaa.

but whatever it is, im soo gonna meet my favourite boy tomorrow. hehe. i know he miss me alot. maybe catching a movie then go study. tatawuu. haha. i wanna go outtttttt. stay at home so boreded. i think i shall eat my well deserve Ramli Burger now foir being a good girl for satying at home the whole day. Jodie just spank my back and said " RAMMMAAALIIIEEE BURRger" haha cb.

i was missing you, you were miles away.

2009-06-24T08:02:00.002+08:00

mood: sleepehh shcmleepehh

good morning sunshine(:
im in school now. since im always half an hour early to school and im bored, i want to do an update :D

yesterday, school was alright. my faci didnt come because she was home quarrantine so another faci came in. the lesson was boring and i just couldnt help but slack in class. haha. anyway, accompanied the boys to eat after school then meet my favourite boy at Woody inter. i skipped tarian to meet boyfriend tauuuuu. haha.

i almost died of exhaustion when i met boyfriend because i was literally walkathoin-ing my way through the crowds. haha. kental sia~ anyway, we headed to KFC to have lunch. haha. something funny happened which i shall not mention here. you know, i know eh B. huhu

so we trained all the down to the Heeren because i wanted to get new slippers to replce the current broke-into-half-but-still-wearable slipper. haha. went to a few shops but nothing interest me. OH OH! GUESS WHO I SAW?! MY 1ST BRO ABG IN! boyfriend and i took the escalator up to the NUM shops and suddenly i saw this familiar guy sitting on a bench with his MacBook. omg la i was so surprised i ran far far away. haha. kental~ i know rightttttttt. well, i got the feeling he saw me but boyfriend keep reassuring me that brother-yo didnt see me. haha.

woah mcm sway gitukan this week? first my mommy-yo than my brother-yo. who's next? daddy-yo? haha tkmo siaaaaa~

anyway! we headed to Cineleisure to catch a movie but the shows we sold out and the timings were too late.so we headed to our favourite place, the carpark near Scape Park. yadayada, we decided to head back to PR since boyfriend wanted ciggs.so! we went to e!hub. met a couple of his friends, did my RJ and we went home after that (:

okay there's still like 10 mins before class starts. let me get my power nap or in other words, my beauty sleep. good night (:

i'll smile and you'll wave, we pretend it's okay.

2009-06-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

mood: elated.

hello dancing queens(:

what a day~ speculations of H1N1 in school were just rumours but there are some true cases though. im quite concern for the safety of RP students and staffs but i want to go to school :(

anyway, bused down to Tampines with Clemence and Syeikh. met Babylove at the usual. we then bought flowers for mommy-yo's birthday (: i got her 6 stalks of roses. sweet kan. hehehe. OH OH! mommy-yo saw boyfriend and i walking home together. at first she called me;

mommy-yo: kak! u klua with bdk lelaki eh? tadi mama nampak kat seven eleven.

me: tk la mane ade?! *lies*

mommy-yo: ahh ye! mama nampak tadi. balik skarang! wani mane?

me: wani gi rumah kawan die. kayy bye. *shrugs*

OMG LA! do you know how stress i was?! boyfriend knew. haha. however when i got back, mommy-yo was like;

mommy-yo: sape laki tadi?

me: me friend la ma. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *hand the roses to her*

mommy-yo:*grins* thank you. asl balik lambat?

me: beh nk beli kan mama present. hehe

mommy-yo: lain kali bawak kawan cakap Hi ngan mama.

me: hahaha. wokay!*smiles ever so widely*

haha. i guess she know i have a boyfriend. hehehehhee. wow i really thought i would get nagged like shit. happy skejap. oh yeah, mommy-yo said boyfriend is as big as a lion. HAHA! cute pe. anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY-YO!

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING (:

2009-06-22T12:09:00.002+08:00

mood : bored shcmored

hello ripped apples(:
omggggggggg im so bored la cannnnnnnnnn. monday is so mundane. especially today. anyway, there's a speculation about cases of H1N1 in RP today. one was in Jodie's class. they got to go home and they dont have to come to school for 1 week. tsk. fair pe. i heard that there is another case in my block at level 5. well i hope RP allow students to go back early today *smiles ever so widely*

anyhoo, my buddy James is back from his self declared 1 week extended holiday! he was asking me whether he miss me and he wants me to blog this out. sungguh TTM. i like (: hehehehe. ahhhhhhhhhhh bored la kannnnnnnnnnnnnn. i wanna go home. oh! im not meeting my Dzul and Naz later. tukar plan. huhuhu. nehmind. there's always next time (: i miss both of you btw.

haha eqah ios reading what im typing LOL. kayy bye xoxo!

together.

2009-06-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

mood: F 'ed up.

Happy Fathers Day Daddy-yo!

hello fallen angels(:

im truly mad right now. family matters just fucking annoy me la caaaaaaaan. memekak kau tauuuuuuu. omggggg. i wonder when this will end. i just want this to end right now. my parents need to stop blaming each other and start trusting one another. change your tone would be added bonus ah kayy.

stress la kan. *sigh* annoying much. whatever la i'll just not think about it for now. anyway, went to nenek's place at Admiralty for religious class. i was half asleep i swear. tsktsk. haha. Nurul took my cousins and i for a spin since she got her driving license. best nyeeeeee. hahha check check gi carpark. naik turon je. HAHA.

gotta pick out my clothes for tomorrow. gd night loves(:

waking up to see that everything is okay.

2009-06-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

mood: famished.

hello popping popcorns(:

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER,

ABG IN!

may you suceed and have all the good things in life (:

anyway, Jods and i went out with mommy-yo today. we went to Penin, Raffles City and back to Penin. ade ke patot. hhaha. tired shcmired okayyyy.i didnt get the skirt i wanted but instead, i got a 3/4 pants from Lee Cooper. woah happy banget :D other than that, i was bored most of the time. haha.oh oh! i just recieve the ice skating vid taken 2 weeks ago. Farah compiled everything (: i'll post it up when im free. i miss favourite boyyyyyyyy :(

dont trust me.

2009-06-19T23:43:00.004+08:00

this kitty cat is so cuteeee (:

unglam. i know rightttttttt. hahaha.

i look super pale here but its okay.

us. i love you B.

mood: dejected shcmected :(

hello seaweeds(:

2nd post of the day! wooOOoooOOOooo! let me continue my story la eh. hehehe.

so the boys decided to play xbox and nintendo wii. kecohhhhhhhhhhhhh. i tried wii with Farah and the boxing game was H I L A R I O U S. i like the tennis game 'cause...... hehehe..... i won..... *grins* at around 3pm, i left school and meet favourite boy (:

we went to have lunch at CWP MCD. crowded la can? omgggggg. anyway, Shake called me and told me that i left my charger in school -__-" so i waited for him for about half an hour at the inter. thanks ahhhhhhh. but really, thanks for returning my charger! wooOOoooOOoo. boyfriend and i then watched, Ghost of girlfriends past. cool story line! ratings 3/1/2 / 5. hehehe. afterwhich we decided to head to Bedok. bused there and bused home. literally.haha.

weekends is here! omggggg. happy banget! more time to sleeeeeeeep plus shoppppppppingggg :D

im sorry for everything, Love. i guess im just emotionally unstable today; for
god knows why. i should't have decided on anything. i think that's the reason
why im indecisive, i just cant decide something proper. Baby, im sorry for
making you mad or stressed up today. it wasnt intentional at all. despite all
that, i always feel on top of the world when im with you and i hope you feel the
same way too. i love you very much sweetheart. haha i miss you already.*wet
kiss*

i'll be by your side

2009-06-19T10:54:00.003+08:00

mood: satiated for some reason

hello fuggly ragdolls(:

im in the library now. it's programming today so some of the W14P-ians and i absconded. HAHA. im currently bored to the maxzssxzsxzxsxz. oh yeah guess what?! my lappy couldnt be more nicer to me. i cant log into my user profile for the second time. yuck fou *show lambang* but atleast it's okay now (:

anyway, i wasnt selected for tarian competition. well it's alright because i know i did my best. obviously the ones who got selected were the more experience girls. im so happy for them. i couldnt believe that they actually cried when they got selected. haha. cute kan. they deserve to be selected and represent us (:

my limbs aches to the mazxszxsxzxsx. my blisters are getting worseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. painful la kayy. *weeps* okay i shall end my post now. bye shcmexies (:

i dont want you to leave before you kiss me.

2009-06-17T21:14:00.003+08:00

mood : restlesssssssssssssssssssssssss

hello sweet pumpkins(:
I OVERSLEPT TODAY! cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb. apparently, im not alone. Tina and Jian Ping also overslept. hahhahaha. but then again, im always 1/2 hour early. *flips hair* anyway, school was entertaining like usual :D met favourite boy after school to have lunch/dinner at Banquet. then we bus-ed home.

tarian is tomorrow and i just dread going. why? because my blisters has yet to heal, my thighs hurt and i cant get a few dance steps. annoying much. *sighhhhhhhhhhh* OH YA! plus selection of competition is tomorrow. i got this feeling that im not selected. haha.

commitment is very important in a relationship; any kind of relationship. it takes a whole lot of effort and sacrifices to stay commited. i do agree and admit that being commited is quite difficult to achieve. in this case, being commited at a very young age especially when you are concieving a precious life, might be too much for one that's my age to handle. i'm not saying it's impossible or ridiculous but the fact that we are still very young, we might not know how to stay commited and we may just get into major trouble.

2009-06-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

mood: happily happy shcmappy (:

hello grouchy grunge goldfishes.
today's lesson was sooooooooooooooooooooooo mundane nonetheless, my team mates for today; Clemence, Farah and Atieqah was superrrrrrrr crazy over youtube videos. especially Trigger Happy TV's Agressive Pigeon and Chacarron Macarron music video. hahaha. three words to describe the vids la eh, SO FUCKINGLY FUNNY!

ahh. such a cheap music video. ugly visual effects, plastic-built-in-wall at the background, annoying light effects and girls dancing! HILARIOUS MUCH! this song was stuck in my head since morning. HAHA thanks Clemence!

this vid never gets old. i bet Clemence and Farah is watching it now. HAHAHAHA!

tarian practice today was so tough. i cant really get the steps. blisters are killing me. selection is this coming thursday. all the best la eh.

anyway! MY FAVOURITE BOY IS BACK IN SINGAPORE! gue happy bangets! omg i miss him so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh. otp-ing with him now. kecohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i love u B(:

chacarron maccarron

2009-06-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

mood : elated

hello illegal ipods.

finally! i get manage to gather my best babygirls today! after school, met Ais and Jodie and bused down to Tamp to meet Qil. met her at Coffeebean and all of us gave Qil a bone crushing, well deserving big hug! sharing with them about my life in RP made me realise how much i missed each of my girls' individual company and they really reminded me alot of last year. we then accompanied Qil to get her Boyfriend something and went window shopping after that. chillaxed at Open Plaza till 7.30 and bused home after that.

W14P was a little down today. for me atleast. haha idk why. i guess some just feel like the holidays is too short which i totally agree. despite that, i manage to pull through. i was elated when i got a text message from my favourite boy(: HE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! sEXCITED OR WHAT?!

oh i got the videos during ice skating from Clemence during class. i'll post it up soon!

this moment is perfect,please dont go away.

2009-06-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

mood : dejected.

hello sunshine(:
i miss boyfriend. it's barely a day and i miss him so much already. he just texted me awhile ago. he called me late last night just before i slept. i was so reluctant to hang up but i had to because he told me to sleep and i was actually sleepy. haha. strangely, i manage to wake up and send him a short text before he went to M'sia. i only recieved about 3 texts from him today. i feel so lonely. haha. well, im so used to textes accompanying me the whole day. *sigh* baby i miss you so badly :(

i spent my entire day at home. sucky much. i know right. didnt meet Lissa because it was cancelled. bummer. mendak shcmendak siaa. anyways look below.

HAHA WTF?! omgggg. i didnt know this name actually existed. this is darn right hilarious! the dude that actually made this thing really is funny. go try it at FB. i bet you'll shit ur pants. hehehehehehehe! anyway, school starts tomorrow. cant wait! gd night Loves (:

all your twisted thoughts free flow

2009-06-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

mood : satiated.

hello gracious grapes.
hhaha tkde meaning la kan. but it sounds cool so whatever. im so full to the maxzsxzxsxz. i just ate Mee Goreng Seafood at WP. it's niceeeeeeeee :D but i couldnt finish it as usual. hehe.

anyway, i met my favourite boy for the last time today :( cheyy cheyy padehal he's going to Mersing for 3 days. holiday katekan. but still the last time for 3 days. leaving me all alone in Singapore. *sigh* he will be leaving Singapore after at about 6am tomorrow :( no more text messages and calls to accompany me throughout the dayyyyyy.

baby just so you know that im gonna miss you so much. you'll always be on my mind and i wont go find another guy. it applies to you too. dont go finding awek awek cun at Malaysia tau. haha. i look forward for you to come back and fetch me from school on wednesday tau B! I LOVE YOU FOREVAXS!

on the brighter note, im meeting Lissa tomorrow. WooOOoooOO! she just texted me about how much fun she had fun last weekend when i was over at her place. huhu. rinduuuuuuuuuuuu sia. more sleepoversssssss :D

i miss you boo.

2009-06-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

mood : sEXCITED!

hello delightful tiramisus (:

currently webcaming with my babylove. huhuhu. kecohhhhhhh. anyway, while im webcaming, i shall update my blog too. i can multi task :D

cancelled the plan to meet Aishah, boyfriend and Syeikh 'cause mommy-yo forced me to go out with her. we went to Bugis to eat and went Arab St after that. decided to go Square 2 at Novena to shoppppppppp. and guess what me and Jods got? new HAIR KIT! not wigs bitches. but the curler and straigthener (: huhuhuhuhuhu.

i shall continue webcaming now! BYE!

live lava live

2009-06-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

mood : restless.

hello food junkies(:

today's tarian was super exhausting. the dance steps are really very hard to follow. i have 2 huge blisters on my feet. phaa~ despite that, i had fun with the girls (: anyway, had lunch with my favourite boy at LJS and apparently Cikgu and Asri was there. haha. bused home after that.

i cant wait for Monday!! why?! firstly, SCHOOL REOPENS! i get to see W14P-ians again! and get back my money. pending eh people. hehe and also! IM MEETING MY BEST BABYGIRLS! you people have no idea how much i miss everyone of you. nyeh~

haha. well, boyfriend,syeikh and taufiq, told me how ttm i was in yesterday's post. whatever boys. you guys have no idea how she looks like so yeah (: hehehehehehe!

think of you later

2009-06-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

mood : mundaness :(

hello dearest readers.

OH GUESS WHO I SAW YESTERDAY?! ........ KHALID ABDULLAH! well, i was in the train on my way to Lissa's crib when i saw this very familiar guy because he has this very distinct facial feature. he was in his CD uniform and he had a darker complexion and umm taller i guess. but i bet it was his boots that enhances his height. other than that he looked similar as i last saw him 2 years back. haha. well, he was with a girl which i assume is his girlfriend. i must admit i look wayyyyy wayyyyy prettier than her. really. i dont know if you guys beg to differ but i bet you guys would agree with me if you saw her. huhu. she look wayyy wayyy old to be 19.

so yesterday's tarian was super exhausting. i hate the stretching part because i am extremely not flexible. i had to place my leg on a girl's shoulder and stay till she's fully standing upright! can you imagine the pain i had to go through??!! haha step ballet. anyway, tarian was great!

after tarian, headed to KFC with Cute Voice name Fida and Jodie for lunch. cancelled the meet up with boyfriend and headed to Lissa's crib because she called me and told me to come over. had bubble tea at Teck Whye and chillaxed at the CC rooftop. im really starting to like the west side. east and west are totally different world. i dont know, it just seems there's more things there. anyway, Lissa was being all paranoid about her mom putting a hidden camera in her room while she was away to Kelantan. haha funny bitch. well she was afraid because apparently we smoke in her room over the weekends.

today was so so so mundane. the only thing i did was watch tv, otp with my favourite boy, sleep and eat. i should have gone out and meet boyfriend instead. or maybe meet my babygirls. oh i miss my girls so badly :( we havent been hanging out much during the 2 weeks break. i miss Qil's laugh because it's extremely contagious and i miss Aishah's cute potty randomness that makes my day.

dont waste you time on me you're already the voice inside my head.

2009-06-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

mood: happy dee doo!

hello there hunnykins(:
time check, 2pm. i was late because i woke up at 12.45pm. planned to meet my favourite boy at 1.30pm but i overslept. nyahahahaha. Jods and i met him at our void deck and we headed to WS for lunch. Jods shared some ghost stories haha.

waited for Bilat (Talib) near MCD. boyfriend and i decided lto head to Kallang to get my Nike slips i've been longing since Saturday. i know riggghttttt KALLANG! i was dying to get some white mocha frappe at Starbucks so we went there to have it. we talk about my plan for his birthday -__-" mepek right. *sigh* anyway, there was only size 6 left and it was the one i really like. it fits my left foot but not my right. lagi mepek right? disappointing sia. sent Jods an MMS of the slips she wanted. sadly, there's only size 8 left. sadded sia.

we left disappointed. hhaha. to me atleast, but i wasnt disappointed for long because i saw 3 kitty cats! one in particular had one of the most cutest facial features(haha) ever! macam nk bawak balik seh! anyhoos! bused down to Suntec in hopes to get that slips. again, no avail. *sobs* haha. went over to marina sq and again no avail. we gave up and trained home!

there's tarian tomorrow. omg la kan. lazyks ya know. kay la nak bloghop. gd night babies(: xoxo

baby it's you i want.

2009-06-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

mood: SHCMEXILY ELATED!

HELLO RAGING MONSTERS:D

omg la people, i had the best weekend ever! why?! because i slept over at LissaLove's place :D my mommy-yo, Lissa's parents and siblings and my aunts and uncles went to Kelantan last Friday till this coming Wed, so Jods and i decided to stay over at her crib. so here it goes!

Friday, 050609:

- daddy-yo sent mommy-yo, Jodie and i to nenek-yo's place at Admiralty

- Jods and i decided to take the train to Lissa's crib since Lissa was "begging" us to come HAHA

- trained and LRT-ed down all the way to her place

- chat for awhile

- Siti came over to join and sleepover
- went over to Lot 1 to grab some bites since all of us were famished maxzsxzsx

- had my very first puff. hahaha. perangai babi. i know right.

- thanks Lissa and Siti. they intimidate me to try. huhu.
- anyway, we ton that night, but in a high class manner*flips hair*
- MIMI JUST BITE ME!! (commercial break jap la kan)
- anyway, we sat by the swimming pool talking about girls stuff (:
- we decided to watch Ayat Ayat Cinta
- slept at around 4.30 in the morning

Saturday,060609:

- me and Siti was the last to wake up

- well, it's fair enough since the both of us had no plans in the morning

- Jods left to Sentosa and Lissa had home tuition

- Siti and i just chat about boys hahhahahaha

- took a quick shower ,got dressed and went out to meet my favourite boy

- i was an hour late

- had lunch at Marina Square

- "played" pool

- decided to go ice skating!! HAHA

- boyfriend did the cutest thing ever. he said something about evil and he went "hmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmm" i couldnt stop laughing all the way to Kallang

- accompanied boyfriend to eat while waiting for 7pm 'cause the ice skating ring was i dont know how to say la eh

- ice skating was supaxszxsxzsx FUN!boyfriend couldnt be more cuter hhahaha

- he reminded me of Qifuat 'cause their style of skating is the same

- i got the hang of it *smiles ever so widely*

- i fell twice haha

- boyfriend fell once because of me :(

- well, it was indirectly my fault because we were holding hands while ice skating and he was going extremely fast, i couldnt balance therefore i fell pulling him down with me

- i confessed to him about what i did the day before and we had a real talk outside the ring

- i had to make a deal. B, i'll stay true to my words(:

- continued ice skating till 9.20

- bused all the way to Cityhall and chillax near Raffles City

- we were overwhelmed to see a huge group of GAY PEOPLE!

- one was wearing an over sized tee with Topshop tighs and wearing high heel boots. kiwakkkk

- he/she walks like a fucking camel

- they scared the living shit out of us

- Jodie joined us while Talib left

- Jods shared her probs with me and babylove

- helped her out quite abit

- headed back to Lissa's almost midnight. HAHA

- changed and headed to MCD at Teck Whye to haf a quick supper

- headed back home and SLEEP!

today,070609:

- woke up at 12.30pm HAHA

- i was plainly exhausted

- decided not to go to my bro's stall at Thompson CC

- headed to Lot 1's Cotton On to shop instead

- bought five items for 25 bucks! best kepahh
- Marissa joined us at 6

- chillaxed till 7
- headed back to the East side
- HOME!

i wish my weekends would always be this way. so carefree. no parents nagging at you as soon as you get home. i miss sleeping over there. *sigh* but then again, i wouldnt let my Mimilove all alone la kan.oh yeah, thanks for biting my kitty cat. i know you love me(: i love you too. i have the pics while i was a Lissa's place but i have yet to upload them since the USB cable is not with me. sheesh.

i dont wanna wait

2009-06-04T18:49:00.003+08:00

ahh yes. the moment i fell. tsk.

me and Farah :D

mood: hehehuu

hello wobbly iron rods.

idk what im doing blogging so early in the evening. it's only like, 7 plus. haha. well, i guess im just bored out of mind. *waves hands frantically in the air*. oh yeah, just for your info la ehh, i cant get up on my own when i fall on ice. HAHA. really. && i'd then get myself wet for melting the ice. tsk. omg la. i just cant get enough of ice skating. i guess im just too eager to go there again! *does the macarena dance*. anyhoo! i shall blog about my day (:

i woke up at 7.30 this morning just to go for tarian. bused down all the way to school and met up with Que and Liyana at 7/11 or isit 7-11. whatever seven eleven. HAHA. bought breakfast and head up to TRCC dance studio 2. we were 1/2 hour early. well, im always early to school. *flips hair*. changed and started warm ups. so i was placed in the "Selendang" team. it's not that i have to wear Selendang/head scarf, fuggly rag dolls. it's just that i had to use them as props. get what i mean? huhu. the dance steps were totally foreign to me and it took me quite a while to familiarize with it.

thank goodness i was not in the "Kipas" team. their steps are 1298479342 times harder than ours. but they did an exceptionally good job. well done girls! i heard that 15th July is the audition. i have work my butts off then. sheesh. after tarian, i had lunch with some of the girls. kecohkecohkecoh. haha. bused home after that.

well, thats about all for now. im not sure if im going to blog again later. haha. lets just wait and see babies. xoxo!

do you only want me, cause you cant have me

2009-06-03T21:33:00.006+08:00

Farah!

eqah!

shaun and taufiq

shake and petpet

WOOooOOoo! maut pehh.

taufiq step cute. hahahaha. bowzdowz.

Clemence!

Azlan!JAMES!

hahahhahahahaha! suke eqah!

CONCENTRATE

mood : gigglish. no such word. fuck you.

hello muffin monsters.

idk why there's spacing in between each line after i enter. irristatings sia. but okay, just take care. huhu. anyway, those are the left over pictures i have from yesterday. that was during bowling. haha. i miss yesterday. i want to go ice skating again!!!

today, i met boyfriend for a short while. Jodie and i then went to school IT Helpdesk maintenance training which only four pathetic sould turned up. sadded right? but yeah. my lappy is finally virus free! WOOoooOOOooo. gembira tau! anyhoo! we headed to Tampines after that.

i got my eyebrows done and we had dinner at MCD. we bused home after that. honestly, i feel super thirsty this few days for some reason. i wish i have a mug of cold Coke. mmmmmmmm. oh which reminds me of something! there's tarian tomorrow. phaa~ haha tk de link siaa. but yeah. from 10-1. baju baju baju! i dont know what to wear. yuck fou.

wont you let me be your Co Star?

2009-06-02T22:54:00.004+08:00

(clockwise) Azlan, Azfar, Syeikh, Clemence

me, Shaun, Farah and Taufiq.

haha. cute kan? i know right*wriggle eyebrows*

The Gayboys

my future sons. the blonds ones(: ahh adorable kan?

on the esplanade rooftop (:

FARAHIN!

look at Farah! Subahanallah!

Eqah! sempat pose! LOL

the first couple of W14P. awwww (:

bowzdowz.HAHA.

from an innocent boy...

to a gay drug addict... tsk.

Farah's shot!

mood : splendid!

hello ugly MRT commuters.

yesterday 010609;

-Hana and Brandon came to my place to marinate their food for BBQ.

-followed them and Jodie to their class chalet

-had lunch at KFC

-shared some ghost stories. haha

-left and met my favourite boy at Tamp

-window shopped at NTUC while waiting for him -__-"

-got my Subway cookies! YUM!

-made our way to Bedok to meet up with the rest

-had a tiff with parents and Jodie . tsk.

-accompanied boyfriend to study

-headed back home!

today!

-met up with Syeikh and Farah at PR

-train-ed to Kallang and met up with the rest

-the rest were pissed off because we were 15 minutes late especially Qifuat

-bused down to Kallang Leisure

-had lunch

-played bowling

-fetched Jodie

-had a whole lot of fun during ice skating

-i wet myself. well, i fell on ice thats why. -__-"

-it was caught on video HAHA. thanks Eqah

-Farah is the best ice skater among us all

-headed to Esplanade to chillax

-camwhored

-decided to go home

I LOVE TODAY! and i feel like ice skating again! next time eh B. i'll go with you (: i have alot more pictures to post but my internet is lagging. *shows lambang* i shall post up the pics and vids as soon as my respective W14Pians pass them to me. in the meanwhile, enjoy the ones above. i should get a drink now. my throat feels dry. okay bye!

they said you are, you are so cool.

2009-05-31T13:43:00.007+08:00

TRCC
PERFECT BALANCE

the floral girls of the night. HAHA.

distorted. i know right. haha.

my best girls.

kirekan cool la gitu kan.

haha. feeling2 you know.

aisaisbaby.

jodie shcmodie

my best girls again(:

hahaha cute kan? hehe

love the lucious green lawn (:

my guess bag wuth cool effects.haha

mood : hoppity hop shcmop.

hello wilted rose petals(:

ahh yes, the pictures above are taken yesterday during the Momentum concert organised at TRCC. i have yet to upload the rest because it's taking quite a while to load OR some of the pics look super UNGLAM hahahaha. susddup.

the 2 hour show was alright. not spectacular. i thought Cest La Vie was so much entertaining. but i cant blame Momentum, i mean, it's a dance performance. Dharma Repfus3 did well for their dance but i expected more enthusiam in their dance. well i guess my favourite part of the show was the indian dance. very well done!

but the best part of the night was when SMJC performed. not really their performance though. haha. well, a slow romantic song came on and boyfriend pulled me close to him to hug me then whispered to my ear and he said ,i love you and you look wonderful tonight. awwwwww, sweet kan. plus the song and the ambience and all. woahhhhh.

i was literally asleep in the bus on the way back home. well, you cant blame me because it was way pass my bed time. haha. it was midnight by the way. yadayada. hmm today? i went to accompany mommy-yo for religious class at nenek-yo's place. thats all(; okay i shall get back to GUITAR GEEK NOW! addictive nk mampoz sia this game. kayy bye!

everything is you.

2009-05-30T00:27:00.003+08:00

mood : annoyed.

hello pigglets.
omg la. my internet connection sucks. knncb. i came back home at around 10 plus, i have yet to complete my RJ, quiz and the individual programming shitzays and the internet was F 'ed up. i only got 4 minutes to complete everything. baik ah.

thank goodness it's okay now. angry shcmangry you know. tsk. anyway, science UT was not bad. i could do almost all (: idk why but today was soooooooo mundane in school.

so! after school, met up with boyfriend and we headed straight to Cineleisure to watch ALIENS VS MONSTERS 3D! nyahaha! the movie we look forward too since Angles and Demons. well, i give a 2 thumbs up. oh i love the adorable INSECTOSAUROUS! which ended up being a butterfly -__-" oopppsss. hhehe.

B, im sorry for making you worried. i didnt realise i'd make you panic. i love you babe(: *blows kisses*

'cause im feeling lost, when im in your arms.

2009-05-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

Eqah and i chatting with Jodie.

from this...

to this. HAHA! ridiculous sia.

eh! cik abang di belakang nk join?!

the widest smiles you could ever wish for!

JENGJENGJENG!Jodie

i look like an ugly peanut or pear. HAHA. still wanna me to be your gf, B?

muke kecot and kembang! WooOOooOO!

HAHA!babi.

"ahh my teeth are protruding!"

hangsem. i know right (:

mood : -less. for now.

hello polaroid pictures(:

laugh all you want bitches.

HAHA!

cool kan the gambargambar?! hehe. it was taken in the library just before we headed back home. i couldnt stop laughing as i look at the pictures. *rolls on the floor and waves hand frantically* i had a great time with Jods today(:

so, i went for the Photo IG meeting today. the overwhelming number of people that came was a total turn off to me. i dont know, i just find it annoying. anyway, the talk was about how the IG works and all. seems to me that it isnt worth to join because firstly, there's too many people joining. secondly, we have to attend talks. thirdly, we have to be involve in projects like TRCC performances through sign up. ridiculously, they only need about 14 photographers. another event only needs 2 photographers. wtf. lastly, i just aint feelin' ya'll.

well, i guess having 2 IGs is really difficult to balance especially when both are from totally different groups, tarian is under Create Republic while Photo is under Helicon. both of the IGs might clash and i cant possibly split myself into 2. so guess, i would rather stick to tarian than photo though i really see myself in that IG.

OMG PEOPLE! TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF UT 1 AND THEN 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY!*hopping around my room, give Mimi a bone crushing hug and hoedown with Jodie!* but tomorrow's module is as gay as ever. it's none other than programming. oh yeah, the UT was quite do-able but im not saying that i would pass. well, i could... i think. hehs. have a good night rest everyone (: *hugs everyone*

give me one good reason.

2009-05-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABYLOVE!

iloveyousweetheart(:

2009-05-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

mood : elated shcmlated.

hello sour creams(:
im sacrificing my time to update whereas i should revise programming. actually, i just feel like blogging but the latter sounds nicer. *grins* huhu. yessssssssss tomorrow would definitely be a nightmare to me. programming UT is tomorrow which explains why i am revising it. tsk.

anyway, today's lesson was maths. W14Pians are as usual, gile but FUN GILE NK TERMAMPOS!hehe. so after school, i got a text message from school IT Helpdesk telling me to report to the library for some training session. i cant be bothered to go haha. oh! Jodie and i bought this awesomely heaven-like food called chicken chunk at Cafe Galeli. whatever the name is. it's totally worth $2.80! wOOoooOOOoo! anyway, i left school at 5 and met boyfriend at Tamp.

i was at boyfriend's place when Jodie called and she didnt bring her keys. plus, mommy-yo was already at WS. so i told boyfriend i had to leave asap. then suddenly his brother offered to send me back. omgggg malu pe. i was reluctant at first but the thought of my beloved twin sister left all alone at the abandoned bus stop and mommy-yo coming home any moment forced me to accept the offer. haha. awkward habis. i finally got my DOUGHNUTS! thanks babylove <3>

standby me.

2009-05-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

mood : beserk. not.

hello glowing halos(:
oh the pic above (stole from Que's blog) are some of the tarian girls and i after tarian practice yesterday. please mind my unGlam face. i was super exhausted la kan.

anyway! today's cognitive lesson was a blast. not the lesson but the people that made my day! Clemence the all mighty random guy, Eqah my lunch gf, Ni Yan the ever dramama boy and Farah mys ensterstaisners kicks asss gfs!(entertainer kick ass gf!) *wriggles eyebrow* woot! Farah and i were speaking S language in class and it was hilarious. HAHA.

yadayada. after school, cut queue again thanks to the usuals. *smiles ever so widely* met my favourite boy at tamp. we searched for pretty girls at several social net works. haha. believe me, im straight. is just that you know, you adore people who tends to be prettier than you. get what i mean? boyfriend was ever so elated to search for them -___-" oh well. dont get too carried away eh B.

okay i seriously dont know what to wear tomorrow. irristatings sias. kays peoples Is wants tos finds bajus. byes.

this awkward silence makes me crazy.

2009-05-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

mood : penat shcmenat.

hello head bobbing Einsteins.
i cant resist the temptation to blog la kann. nyahaha. im going to revise maths later *pinky swear*. maths UT tomorrow. *rolls eyes*

James is an idiot in a good way. i couldnt stop laughing and i was literally rollling on the floor laughing my butt off. thanks ah Jamal Bin Gan. i was webcaming with Jods when he interupted. annoying, much but hilarious like heaven. today's science lesson was soo draggy and mundane. oh yeah, i can kiss goodbye to my Enterprise UT. just take care, really.

so after school, met Jods and we headed to E1 cafe to grab some bites before heading for tarian. i was craving for wrapped hotdogs but they were all gone. i ate some shitty tuna sandwich instead. *shows lambang*. tarian was pure exhausting but extremely fun at the same time. we had to run 3 rounds at the entrance of TRCC for warm ups. ade ke patot? but its okay, i kinda miss running 'ya know. brings me back good old memories of secondary school. haha. headed back with some of the girls and here i am updating my post.

im thinking too much... thinking of what to wear tomorrow. haha babi. i should be revising for maths UT tomorrow but i just dont have the mood to study. zzzz. sleep lagi best. kay bye.

do you think we should fall in love? all the time.

2009-05-24T22:39:00.005+08:00

mood : geeky.

hello water desert.
today was so mundane. i spent the entire day at home. all i did was watch tv, read up my book, eat, sleep, text and study for UT. *heave a heavy sigh* well, im not sure if tomorrow is enterprise skills or science UT. i studied both because of that :(

i have a long week coming up. from UT to tarian to photography. i barely have time to rest at home and i will most definitely come home super late. *inserts sad face* i cant wait for holidays.

10 random facts:
1. i feel like drinking. im so thirsty but im so lazy to drag myself to the kitchen.
2. yuck fou UT
3. i want doughnuts
4. i wonder why Jodie is called Wani and not Wany
5. i love blink 182, boxcar racer and rediscover songs for now
6. i should be revising for UT
7. i just cut my fingernails today (:
8. but it's short and ugly
9. i miss my babygirls alot.
10. i miss my favourite boy.

hey,hello.

2009-05-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

mood : tired shcmired la kayy.

hello cotton candies(:
firstly, i would like to apologize for not updating my dearest shcmearest blog. i've been coming home late lately(haha) and i tend to get extremely sleepy as soon as i get home. i think i wont be blogging often next week because of UT (understanding test) which ends at about 5 plus Tarian and all. hectic week coming up ya'll!

i shall list the things that i did yesterday so that you people wont die of boredom. huhu.

- i skipped school because i had dentist appointment at 1030
- skipped PROGRAMMING LESSON! WAWAWEEEWAAA!
- my favourite boy accompanied me through out the day
- my dentist was super annoying. i miss Dr Woo Mei Yee :(
- I DONT HAVE TO USE RETAINERS! (but i have to wear them at night)
- headed to town since my religious boy wanted to solat Jumaat (:
- had lunch at Lucky Plaza and i saw the frog toy i got from Mak Long nong nong ago. memories la kann.
- rushed to the mosque since we were late
- chillaxed at coffeebean and texted a few peeps to check whether i need to head back to school or not.
- turned out SCIENCE UT WAS CANCELLED SHCMANCELLED! WOOoooOOOOooo!
- made our way to Cineleisure to watch Night at the museum 2
- bought the tix and headed to our favourite place, the ~~daun~~FLOWER carpark opposite Cine
- i cried. haha. i got too emotional la kann. you know i know eh B.
- Night at the museum was hilarious and i dont mind watching it again
- boyfriend and i got excited about aliens vs monsters! BESTBEST! its a must watch!
- decided to go Wisma to study
- went Starbucking and studying.
- maths shcmaths. what more can i sayy.
- accompnied boyfriend to meet his buddies at Bedok.
- time check, 9+. i was so sleepy i could barely open my eyes.
- i was forced to eat this spicy maggie goreng *stares angrily at boyfriend*
- i couldnt finish it ofcourse. maklomla, i cannot tahan spicy food. shh secret of the day.
- bused back home

today,
- accompanied mommy-yo to someones wedding
- shit hell the wedding was one of the most swankiest, gorgeous wedding theme decor ever!
- theme was indian
- the groom was Malay and the bride was a Scottish
- she's pretty like heaven
- instead of the typical Malay traditional silat and all those noisy things, Singapore Bangra Dancers came to perform. COOLIOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D
- the food was not bad
- ECLAIRES ECLIARES ECLAIRES
- went to mama yaya's place to change into comfortable clothes. haha.
- went to Sim Lim to repair mommy-yo's lappy
- went to Bugis
- had dinner at Simei
- HOME!

my feet hurts so much. i wore heels the whole day. omg. i wonder how ladies actually where them everyday to work or whatever. so miserable. it's almost 11.30pm now and my eyes are getting really heavy. i need to get my well deserve sleep haha.

B, i havent really told you why i cried yesterday. i cried because i never thought of losing you. when you questioned me, what would i do if you were gone the next day? i realise that it might happen to us. losing people has always been the bane of my life. i've lost people since i was young and i really hate losing them especially the ones that mean the whole world to me, including you babe. i dont wanna be alone anymore. i've found myself in you. so baby i hope you wont leave me. even if fate take you away from me, i would never regret being with you because you are the reason why i look forward to everyday and make me go head over heels. i love you so very much sweetheart, i really do.

the look in your eyes makes me crazy

2009-05-20T21:31:00.004+08:00

mood : shcmeelpy.

hello shcmexies(:

oh those pictures were taken yesterday. haha. it's Syeikh's idea haha *points at Syeikh* so thats my team for enterprise. i was suppose to blog yesterday but i unexpectedly had tarian after the TRCC talk. knncb. i didnt bring along extra clothes and i had to roll around and dance super uncomfortably with my tight jeans and long sleeve shirt. *rolls eyes* but i had fun dancing yesterday. wooOOooOO.

today was maths. i was chatting with Domo all morning instead of doing the maths questions. he made my morning until he had to go off. sad siaaa. this means i had to do maths questions. *insert sad face* oh yeah, i got my first A grade of the month and it's none other then Science. huhu. kembang la siket kan. first A katekan.

after school, Jodie and i selit through the 168 crowd thanks to my buddehhs Syeikh and Is (: i blanje both of u tomorrow la kayy (: met boyfriend at Tamp and had dinner at MCD. bused back to PR to get a few stuff and then home.

baby im sorry for getting mad at you. i get really protective sometimes because i dont wanna lose you babe. dont feel bad about you making me mad alright. petty things like this happen and we learn from it okay. B, i love you forevaxs! *wet kiss* hahahahaha!

i dont think i'll be blogging tomorrow but i'll try. love you all. xoxo.

do you even care what im going through.

2009-05-19T07:59:00.016+08:00

more pics from yesterday! WOOoooOOOoo!

2009-05-18T21:51:00.014+08:00

mood : tired shcmired.

hello pityful pizzas.

i can literally go crazy uploading the webcam pictures taken in class today. these are only a few of the pics and i have gazillion more to go. but if i go on uploading more, i would simply go insane. so i shall stop till here. i'll post more tomorrow alright shcmexies(:

today was extremely FUN! had hellava time webcaming/camwhoring with my classmates. especially James and Syeikh! best giloks okays! the pics were taken during class. even during presentations! hahahaha! i love monday! woowoowoo!

after school, met my girls at the library to "study". i did study for atleast 15 minutes then i went restaurant citying. hahahaha.*sticks tongue out at you* had an awful lot of laughter today. omg la, i love today can? bye.

we belong together.

2009-05-17T17:00:00.005+08:00

mood : famished.

hello green beans(:
i apologise again for not blogging. i've been coming home late and i was just too exhausted to post. so since i've got nothing to do today, why not blog right? :D anyway, the picture above is me doing presentation. Shaun took that pic. hahaha. thanks kee youkss.

i have watched the Angels and ~~Devils~~ Demons movie on Friday with boyfriend and his friends at Cathay. i was quite disappointed that we missed 1/2 hr of the movie. i totally didnt understand the movie because of that. *shrugs and insert sad face* thank goodness i have the book. nyahaha.

so yesterday, i finally got to meet Lissa (: i miss her alot. i brought along boyfriend and Jodie brought along Talib. it was suppose to be a "triple date" kinda thing. haha. we had ice cream at B&J cathay. waited for Acik to tag along with us. they then decided to go sheesha. slacked for a couple of hours then headed back to PR for dinner. we went home after that.

i was chatting with boyfriend and he said this:

«-(•·Mfbm·•)-» ®Faiz ©Leh Dogoleh™ baby says:
ku kn capaikn bintang bagaikn symbol of my love

«-(•·Mfbm·•)-» ®Faiz ©Leh Dogoleh™ baby says:
ku kn bentangkn segalanya untuk kehappiness u
ke i give up
done
zz

hahahahahaha!! i couldnt stop laughing! cute la kan. he knows my weak spots already. sheesh. confirm kene kacau non-stop. thanks to Jodie. hahaha. lubang S kamuks! even how much you kacau me, i still love you B. i miss you already sweetheart. ich liebe dich!

oh before i forgot! HAPPY SHCMEXY SEVENTEEN QUE!

HOPE YOU ARE BLESSED WITH ALL THE GOOD THINGS

IN LIFE. ALL THE BEST!
(bottom left is que)

2009-05-15T08:13:00.002+08:00

mood : hungrehh.

hello readers(:
i apologize for not updating for the past 2 days. busy la kan. both wednesday and thursday i got back home late like pork. i finally had the time to update since im early for school.

yesterday was my first malay dance practice. like omg la kan. on the first practice, we had to cheorograph our own dance and perform infront of the seniors. *rolls eyes* . i was in team 5 with Nieya. ahh atleast someone i know(: the girls all had experience in malay dance except for me. haha. but they were such sweethearts. they help me through the dance steps *hugs each one of them*. anyway, i had the most horrible feeling ever dancing infront of the seniors. we pulled through though despite the fact that we missed a few steps. overall, dance practice was great and i look forward to the next dance practice! *claps*

gonna meet my favourite boy after school to watch "Angels and ~~Devils~~Demons" wooooohooohoooo! okay the programming faci is here. i better go now. bye loves! *big hug to everyone"

'cause im feeling lost, when im in your arms.

2009-05-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

*chuckles*
my face mintak kene tight slap la kan. haha.

so is this one hahahaha.

coolioooooooooooo :D :D :D

mood : penatrisation

hello colourful skittles(:

today's module is cognitive. mundane forevaxs. atleast better than last week though. our ppt was crappy. standard ah. haha. honestly, cognitive and programming are the worst modules ever. stupiks.

so after school, i made my way to Tampines to meet my favourite boy(: rinduks skaliks. i was bloghopping/restaurant citying/chatting all at the same time so i urge boyfriend to camwhore. HAHA! so that explains the pictures above. there are a few more but im just too lazy to upload the rest. huhu. bused down to WP, get some cash and went home. meeting him again tomorrow! *hopping around with my hands in the ayer *

mass convo IM with some of my classmates now. im super lost. HAHA! whatever la eh. oh yeah, there's UT "mock" tomorrow after school. shitzayyssszxz. okay i shall go pick out my clothes for tomorrow. bye!

i stood up for you 'cause i believe you were the one.

2009-05-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

mood : swanky.

hello grumpy grasshoppers/bloghoppers.
today was the first time i really really honestly slack in class. like literally did nothing at all.*laughs* i bet my team was the slackest among the class. i only presented one slide which i literally just read off the screen without any explanations. so, i wouldnt be surprise if i get a C grade. huhu.

my lappy fucked up again. thank goodness i was still in school so i went to IT helpdesk. tsk *rolls eyes and points the "lambang" at my lappy*. knncb. anyway, bused down to Tampines with Jodie only since sleepy shcmleepy Aishah wanted to go home. Jodie and i were planning to go shopping during lesson so we thought of heading to Tamp 1 and TM to shop. i got a few stuff but im not satisfied yet. i need to get a skirt, dress from cotton on and more accessories. nyahahhahaha. anyway, after shopping, we went to have dinner at MCD and we headed home after that.

im need to fetch my manja boyfriend tomorrow. hehe. ich liebe dich baby(:

i tried so hard but i dont believe in you.

2009-05-10T17:17:00.003+08:00

mood : delighted.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY-YO

AND ALL THE MOMMY-YOS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

Mother's Day would always be a bitter sweet day for me. as i look back in the chapters of my life, i must admit that im blessed with people who are willing to take care of my family, especially my mom. although she's been with my family for about 6 years now, it's like as if i've known her since forever. she showered my family with love, care and concern, something that we've miss for a very long time. she was the reason why my family still believe in hope and faith to carry on in life despite the painful loss. i must admit that im quite a stubborn kid and i do upset my mommy-yo at times and she would in return nag at me for hours. however i have come to realise now that it's all for my own benefit. i've known so many other women but nobody is comparable to my mommy-yo(: to sum it up, i love her very much and she's the reason why i still believe.

mom, i wish you were here, to watch me grow up over the years. i miss you and i love you so very much. thank you for bringing me into the world. if i had one wish, i would want you to be with us forever.

2009-05-09T23:31:00.003+08:00

mood: happening.

hello fuzzy lumpkins.

yesterday:

my faci is an asshole. period. i was suppose to meet boyfriend at 3.30 and ended up meeting him at 4 plus. knncb. but atleast i didnt have to wait for boyfriend. *chuckles* Jodie tagged along with us since Talib was late. we made our way to PS since boyfriend wanted to catch a movie. Jodie then left to meet Talib leaving me and boyfriend to watch Ramen Girl.

omg la the movie was so unlogical. who the hell stays in Japan just to learn to cook Ramen noodles? so the merepek la can? i was literally falling asleep half of the time plus i was freezing cold. puii. after the movie, we headed to Starbucks. i thought of completing my RJ since i had the time. however, the internet connection sungguh knncb so i gave up and trained back to PR.

oh yeah haha, boyfriend's intitial plan was to send me this reminder that he loves me in my handphone calendar but he failed doing so beacuse he didnt know how to do it. LOL. but it's okay B, i did receive it and it's so sweet. ich liebe dich. tk tau kan? haha. it's i love you in German. ahh i miss you.

today:

i slept the whole afternoon. my plan was to read up the "angels and demons" book but i fell asleep la kan.*laughs*anyway, i had dinner with my parents and jodie of course, at Kg Chai Chee. woah so many people. i was full to the max that i can literally die of "overloaded food consumption". no such thing but i dont care la eh. so then, we headed to town to mommy-yo's workplace called Quincy. it's a hotel by the way. the swimming pool was beautiful and it overlooks the city. pure awesomeness. i spy with my big sleepy eyes a small building called The American Club nearby. i kinda miss working there actually but im too lazy. nyahahaha. we then headed to Taka to get my grandmommy-yo's gift for mother's day. after which we went home.

i am inside your head, now im inside your mouth, you tried to spit me out. I CONSUME YOU

2009-05-08T08:11:00.003+08:00

mood : thirsty.

good morning sunshine(:
i apologize for not blogging last night. i had a sudden high fever some reason but im alright today(: i was planning to skip school but i felt like going. HAHA! oh yeah, please mind my "morning oh-so-unglam-face" above. *laughs* yeah well, i am quite early today so why not blog now right? hehe

so yesterday, school was as per normal. however, my class wasnt being in their best behaviour la kan. i think the boys should know what im talking about. anyway, after school, my girls and i headed to our usual place and made 2 more cool videos! the vids are with Ais. my stomach hurts so much yesterday for laughing so hard. hilarious videos and it's a must watch!

woohoo! meeting boyfriend after school later. maybe catch a movie, the one he insist to watch, Ramen Girl -__-". haha apape la. okay i think i should do some bloghopping now. much love xoxo!

what's that coming over the hill?

2009-05-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

mood : geli-risation. HAHA!

hello fellow readers(:
you know, it's alright to look gay/spastic sometimes. just like the one in the picture above. so masai. i know rightttt. *laugh and roll on the floor a couple of times*. enough of that, lets carry on with my post.

today's lesson is none other than MATHEMATICS. *sigh...sobs* it was so mundane and forever will be. nonetheless, i would like to thank my classmates for enlightening the ever stale environment of the class. ahh maths, what more can i say?*rolls eyes*

so after school, my girls and i went Starbucking at the usual place just like the old times. *smiles ever so widely*. well, it's been quite a while since we've been there and it's a great feeling to be back there again! from there on, our kecoh-risation started. we made hellava noise that i am certain that the customers and even the workers at Starbucks were rather appalled. LOL-yness. omg la. we made a few new words today. oh lets list them!

our personal favourite: Geli-Risation
- LOL-yness
- SEXYmistreat (Sesame Street)
- COCKery (crockery)
there's more actually but i cant seem to recall the rest. *smacks forehead* anyway, we've made a short video just now. i shall wait for Ais to edit some stuff in it. as soon as it's done, i'll post it up for you shcmexies to see okay? hehe.

COOOOOOOOLLIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOO :D :D :D i know right hahahahaha. we headed back home after that (: im starting to get ever so sleepy. phaa~ CLOTHES FOR TOMORROW!! omg i just remembered. shit shcmit. gd night love (:

you took my breath away.

2009-05-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

mood : ypeels.

hello muffin monsters(:
im actually quite sleepy right now but i just cant resist to blog la kan. nyahaha! so do mind if there's a little bit of cacat-ness in this post(: greatly appreciated.

OMG LA KAN! can Cognitive lessons get more uncommonsensical? WHY IS THE SKY BLUE?! BECAUSE IT'S MADE THAT WAY YOU BIMBO! my team and i were literally dying of stress and pressure trying to think of possible ways to get our ppt done. oh well, im not suprised if i get D or C grade for this module. puii.

after school, i met Love(: i had some moodswings along the way and i really would like to apologise to boyfriend because of that. stress kan B? haha. *pats boyfriend on his head* we went to Tamp for dinner along with Elfie and his friend. after that we headed back to my pace and waited for Jodie and Talib. boyfriend and i didnt get to eat the ice cream he bought. i only had few bites. haha. but it's okay la B, the rest are still with me. hehe. he bought ice cream because he knew i like them and i was not in the mood just now. sweet la kamuks! i love you alot tau B!

oh random fact, i have yet to iron my clothes for tomorrow. *laugh and roll on the floor* not funny. i know right. i should get going. my eyes are half open/ half closed. good night one and all.

love me or hate me.

2009-05-04T22:22:00.003+08:00

mood : exhausted.

hello lollipops.
haha. omg la im so tired. i reached home at 9.30pm okayyyyyyyy. haha i'll explain why i came back home late today later on in the post. anyway, school as per normal today. my class was extremely loud because most of the guys were playing CS. -__-" bising la kan. puii!

met my 2 other twins from anotha motha, Nieya and Que to have lunch together. oh oh! guess who i bumped into?! CHICO MARCELO! hahaha. pork. sombong to the core la kan. whatever fake hair guy. tsk.*rolls eyes and stomping feet angrily*. yadayada. the four of us had a hard time finding the Malay Dance meeting place la kan. we were told to meet at the forum but it was use for quarrantine area. ahaha. bitch. along came Kat and she told us that the rest were at TRCC.

did some introduction and ice breaking session which i suck at. haha. i manage to pull through though.*flips hair* the girls and i stayed to watch the 5 dance group perform for Momento performance, somewhat similar to Cest La Vie. well, they did quite well(: i was impressed!

so that explains why i got home late today. i had to rush through my RJ. take care ah. okay i feel utterly sleepy right now. i need some rest babies. *hugs, kiss everyone on the forehead and whisper good night*

under the stars tonight, we'll live and breathe this dream.

2009-05-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

bored nak termampos la kan. HAHA.

i was chatting with boyfriend in the afternoon. he drew this really pretty heart (:

(click to enlarge)
ignore my masai face ah can?

mood : panas.

hello fellow readers(:

nyehh~ today was extremely mundane. zzZZzz. so i did meet up with mommy-yo at WS to get my concession pass done. like finally. i got myself a well deserved sunday ice cream. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i wish it was B&J cookied dough but nevermind it's still ice cream (:

there's school tomorrow. haiyakk. i have yet to pick out my clothes laaaaaaa. i wish to hire someone to do all the clothes picking and ironing for me. nyahaha. senang hidop. i dont think there's such thing la kan. so it's okay ah, you just take care. i should go now before you people stop reading my blog forevaxs. baby, i miss you and i love you FOREVAXS!

oh yeah just a reminder, bring your thermometers tomorrow people. bloody swine. NYAHAHAHA!

until the day i die, i spill my heart for you.

2009-05-03T13:57:00.003+08:00

Wheres your boyfriend?
i assume he's at home sleeping because he has yet to text me and it's 2.04pm! *stares at boyfriend angrily*

Name something you did yesterday?
watched Xmen Origins with Syeikh, Is, Az , friend , Taufiq and My Favourite Boy (:

Last person you text messaged?
boyfriend (:

What colour is your hair?
dark shcmark

What was the last thing you cried over?

my lappy crashed. yuck fou.

Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
i want some milk tea strawberry :p

Is there anyone on your mind that shouldnt be?
No. haha.

Do you have a little sister?
my littlest twin, 4 minutes younger than me (:

Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
no. i prefer my ipod. nyahaha.

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
-__-" Taufiq, friend, Syeikh, Is, Az and My Favourite Boy(:

What are you listening to?
herbal essence advertisment.

Do you sleep with a fan on?
yes i have to. my aircon is a bitch. yuck fou.

Do you get good morning texts from anyone?
usually from boyfriend. but not today. -__-

Where is your cell phone?
there.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
yeszxszxszxszxz. school. *sobs*

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
yeah. somewhere called freedom.

Did you speak to your dad today?
nahh.

Will tomorrow be better than today?
i'd like to think so.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
yeszxszxszxz.

Your current relationship status?
taken (;

Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
of course i do. hehe.

Are you waiting for something?
yes. boyfriend to wake up.ZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
i'd like to think so. u care for me kan B? because i do care for u (:

Do you text message a lot?
yes apperantly.

When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
soon! TUESDAY! hahaha! standby ah B.

What was the last thing you drank?
imma buy you a drank. oooooweeeeeee

What would your name be with the first three letters?
zat OH lazat!

Do you think youll be married in 10 years?
i'd like to think so(:

Did you have a good day?
okay shcmokay.

If you could move right now would you?
yes to a place called freedom.

Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
yeah why not? :D

Do you like being in pictures?
picture frames.

Where will you be in an hour?
umm maybe meeting mommy-yo at WS later.

Is your heart broken right now?
nope. it's fine.

How old are your siblings?
17,24,25.

Do you believe in love?
love me forevaxs!

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
it's worth to try (:

Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
HAHA. who doesnt?

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
yes but it's for my own good. HAHA.

Are you someone who worries too often?
well that depends.

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
OCC.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
no.

Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?
yes.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Jodie.

Spring or summer?
winter.

Are you wearing make-up right now?
no. masai habis.

Confused about anything?
confirm.

Do you prefer to call or text someone?
anything will do as long as i get to reach them.

Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?
shuddup la youuuuuuuuuuuu.

bored la kan. kayy bye.

2009-05-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

mood : dominant.

hello Seattle i am a mountaineer, through the hills and highlands(:
haha. snipets from Hello Seattle by Owl City. i love that song. it's so soothing and i gets your mind off things. huhu.

anyway, today i met Syeikh, Is, Az, Taufiq and friend and my favourite boy(: we went to Vivolicious City *points to boyfriend* to catch a movie. we watched Xmen Origins: Wolverine. not bad la eh. haha. i wasnt really paying attention because somebody was distracting me. haha. *wriggle eyebrows to boyfriend*. well, i highly recommend it to people who likes action pack movies.

after the movies, the boys were too indecisive as to where to go. haha. well so was i. nyahahaha. so boyfriend and i left and headed back home. thanks for the time guys(: so i'm not working tomorrow cause im too lazy to go to work. haha. prangai knncb la kan. but it's okay. whatever. huhu.

I LOVE FAIZ.

2009-05-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

our signature pose

my mommy-yo

Jodie was singing when i snapped the pic.HAHA.

mood : okay shcmokay.

hello hunnykins.

im exhausted la kannnnnnnn. i feel like sleeping but no, i shall blog first (: mommy-yo was whining and pestering Jods and i to watch Friday the thirteen movie. so we tried to buy the tix but we cant because it was M18. haha. we watched Knowing instead. bumped into Wei Ming. he was working at Lido.

ratings? umm prolly 4/5. the story line was good and the actors were awesome. however, i find the ending rather abrupt. so yeah. after the movies, mommy-yo announced that she received $300 voucher at Square 2. wooooo! so we made our way to Novena. we window shopped, had dinner and in the end, we didnt buy anything :( sedih la kan. however though, i was still elated because i got my Yumi yoghurt! wooOOOoooOOO! we headed home after that.

guess what happened in the bus? well nothing really happened actually. haha. but there were butterflies pasted in the freaking bus! OMG LA! scaryy kepaahh.

my plan tomorrow is to meet Syeikh, Taufiq, Az, my favourite boy(: and many more. im not sure about iskandar though. im quite disappointed that some of the others cant tag along, but it's okay. next week! kayy best!

i dont wanna wait for you.

2009-04-30T21:32:00.005+08:00

mood : hungleepy.

hello sweet cakes(:

today was utterly mundane. what else but introduction to programming *sulks*. i find the subject interesting but the lessons are complete opposite. i hate directing Bob the clueless turtle to write/draw. it's just annoying. the codes are all messed up and i have no idea what the hell i was doing. tha faci isnt much of a help because he is literally talking to himself. almost everybody in class was asleep during 6P. haha.

after school, i met up with my girls to check out the IGs. i signed up for Photography!, Percussion and Malay dance. i didnt sign up for any Sports related IG because i hate sports la kan. nyahaha. anyway, we headed to Tampines to have our dinner at KFC and bus-ed home. something hilarious happened in the bus! HAHA

well, i was delighted to see seats for 2. you know what i mean? haha. so me being, kiasu, jumped right into that seat. however though! i didnt realise that the seats only have approx 20cm of legroom! literally! OMG LA. can you imagine how Jodie and i had to squeeze our legs in the between the seat. we were sitting 45 degrees just so that we can sit comfortably. HAHA. my stomach hurts for laughing about that all the way back home. check out, it's bus SBS 676 B, BUS No. 3.

oh check this out! Hariz suddenly IM me this:

stutterfly hudhariz says:
hey whats with the comment in friendster?

iwana says:
huh?

stutterfly hudhariz says:
go see my profile

iwana says:
kk
HAHA
wtf
i have no idea

stutterfly hudhariz says:
check out your webcam thingy?

iwana says:
i dont know! LOL it wasnt me la

stutterfly hudhariz says:
hmmm

iwana says:
i think it's some virus
REALLY
im not 23

stutterfly hudhariz says:
what happens if i press HERE
haha

iwana says:
HAHA
click ah
lol
u actually fall for that?

stutterfly hudhariz says:
nola i thought your running some webcam service
haha

let me explain. click the picture to enlarge.

HAHA. funny shit la kan. im not even 23! i'm waiting for you sounds wrong laaaaaa. so people, i know it seems like i write the comment but IT'S NOT ME! it must be some messed up virus at friendster. YUCK FOU FRIENDSTER!

i have no idea why there's so much spacing in between paragraphs, but whatever.

my paper heart will bleed.

2009-04-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

to the girls. you know who you are.

i must give you girls credits for typing down such a long post. i didnt expect that much actually. anyway, lets come back to what i have to say. i would like to add on to what my sister wrote in her recent post.

1. you said that i type down stuff about you girls when i saw you in school. well, it's my blog, my say. i wasnt aware that you girls actually read my blog. so yeah.

2. move on and forget about the past. you know, sometimes when you come across something in your life that reminded you alot of your past, memories of it just keep coming back. especially if it hurts someone so much. it may be easy for you girls to say so but you know, some people may take time to do so.

3. judging people by their looks is never right. i know that. so on behalf of my sister, i would like to apologize to you girls for having said so.

4. it's ironic when you say people whom YOU dont even know dislike my girls and i. you girls dont even know them so how in the world do you girls know they dislike us? it dont make any sense right?

5. i have never been there for you? you must be kidding right? specifically to you ayeen. tell me when did i ever turn my back on you before this conflict happen? havent i been there for you for the past 9 years of our friendship? who do you turn to when you needed help to change? you didnt come to look for me whereas you go to fina. i was there all along waiting for you to come apologise to me so that i could help you. but no, you didnt. so dont you blame me for not being there for you.

6. i must admit that i do use unpleasant name callings. again, i must emphasise that i wasnt aware you girls actually read my blog. however, dont forget that you actually wrote sticks in your personal message. im sure it was referring to my sister and i beause we have been called that before and it is obvious that we are extremely thin. that therefore explain why i called you Bangla for the obvious fact that you have dark complexion.

7. minahs. haha. this is funny. well, yeah i agree that malay girls are called minah but isnt minah stereotyped as minahrep? if you didnt know then here you go! now you know!

8. well, i know kendra well too because she have a soft spot for accepting friends. kendra's situation far differs from mine because she only knew you for about 2 years whereas i've known you more than half of my life. why must you compare religions? it's a matter of human emotional belief whether we want to forgive someone or not. in this case, we are open for forgiving but where's the apology from your side?

9. now to Lee. we have no intention of abandoning you, really. i know this because we were so close back then. how could we leave you when you meant so much to us? it's just that your words were too overbearing stating the fact that you look down on me and my girls. tell me, does friends look down on one another? no.

10. the main point of all this is that we want to make it clear to you (not start a feud) that you girls should weigh in our views. all we want is for this matter to rest.

we have our dignity to apologise to you girls for our wrongdoings. maybe it's your turn to apologize to us? it's okay if you girls dont want to do so because this just make us realize that people like you do exist in this world. your sarcasm wont get you anywhere and it definitely doesnt affect us in anyway. in a brighter note, we really look forward to hear from you girls again. have a great day.

2009-04-28T21:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH-SARY SHCMEXY♥

firstly, i want to apologize about today, really. i know you've forgiven me but i feel so sucky about it. secondly, dont be angry la. scary you know. *laughs* thirdly, although we only got to spent 1 hr eating quietly at BK, i love your presence even how awkward it is. lastly, baby, i love you with all my heart. i feel so greatful to have met someone like you that love me for who i am and although we might be Babi-saurous at times, i love you no matter what sweetheart (:

how's school? lessons are boring like hgakjadkjhadja. but my classmates made the lesson FUN! from gossiping to bullying to immitating. i had fun laughing my lungs out today(: had lunch with most of my classmates at CWP's KFC. oh yeah, on the way there, we stumble upon a wiggling earthworm. OMG LA! it's so long and rubberband-like. it scared the living shit out of me la kan. haha. yadayada. after school, i went all the way to Tampines to meet boyfriend.

STICKS? cute eh kau. haha. you can do better than that la Bangla. i've heard that thousands of times in my life. cliche la baby~ kentaaaaaaaaaallll. and why was one of your "superior" friend in our school? dgr2 budak JAE kental pe. babeng.

i think of a while ago, we might have had it all.

2009-04-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

mood : -less.

hello knick knack paddy whack.
HAHA. omg la kan. today was sooooooooo mundane. to a certain extent la. nyahaha. my morning couldnt get anymore worst. first, i miss 2 assholic 168 buses. and second, i came across this two wannabe "minah" la kan. woahhhh. ~~best kepahh~~. eeee geli sial aku tgk korg. jijik kau tau! bleh muntah darah la eh. korg gi mampos pon bagos ah. ape aku kesah? FUUUUUCCCCKKK YOOOOUUU! haha.

anyway, today was Cognitive process and Problem solving lesson. i cant find any reason why we have to learn it but oh well, i have to. *sulks*. Syeikh accompanied me to the IT Helpdesk to reconfigure my lappy during 1st study period. i was amazed to see quite a large number of people with laptop problems. one girl in particular also had her lappy crashed. but she didnt have to pay la kan. -__-" sedihness. after that we headed back to class. so literally, i was laughing my lungs out when James and Taufiq did their potty/"act cute" display picture in MSN. perangai budak2 la kan. HAHA we have someone taking Magic Degree in our class. ~~GayBoy~~. NYAHAHAHA! (inside joke)

after school, i rushed down to meet my girls and off we went to where else but STARBUCKS! favourite la kan. i managed to complete my evaluations and quiz. huhu. we headed home at around 7.30.

i feel utterly sleepy today for some reason. good night lovelies(:

myth fades to legend.