to the girls. you know who you are.
i must give you girls credits for typing down such a long post. i didnt expect that much actually. anyway, lets come back to what i have to say. i would like to add on to what my sister wrote in her recent post.
1. you said that i type down stuff about you girls when i saw you in school. well, it's my blog, my say. i wasnt aware that you girls actually read my blog. so yeah.
2. move on and forget about the past. you know, sometimes when you come across something in your life that reminded you alot of your past, memories of it just keep coming back. especially if it hurts someone so much. it may be easy for you girls to say so but you know, some people may take time to do so.
3. judging people by their looks is never right. i know that. so on behalf of my sister, i would like to apologize to you girls for having said so.
4. it's ironic when you say people whom YOU dont even know dislike my girls and i. you girls dont even know them so how in the world do you girls know they dislike us? it dont make any sense right?
5. i have never been there for you? you must be kidding right? specifically to you ayeen. tell me when did i ever turn my back on you before this conflict happen? havent i been there for you for the past 9 years of our friendship? who do you turn to when you needed help to change? you didnt come to look for me whereas you go to fina. i was there all along waiting for you to come apologise to me so that i could help you. but no, you didnt. so dont you blame me for not being there for you.
6. i must admit that i do use unpleasant name callings. again, i must emphasise that i wasnt aware you girls actually read my blog. however, dont forget that you actually wrote sticks in your personal message. im sure it was referring to my sister and i beause we have been called that before and it is obvious that we are extremely thin. that therefore explain why i called you Bangla for the obvious fact that you have dark complexion.
7. minahs. haha. this is funny. well, yeah i agree that malay girls are called minah but isnt minah stereotyped as minahrep? if you didnt know then here you go! now you know!
8. well, i know kendra well too because she have a soft spot for accepting friends. kendra's situation far differs from mine because she only knew you for about 2 years whereas i've known you more than half of my life. why must you compare religions? it's a matter of human emotional belief whether we want to forgive someone or not. in this case, we are open for forgiving but where's the apology from your side?
9. now to Lee. we have no intention of abandoning you, really. i know this because we were so close back then. how could we leave you when you meant so much to us? it's just that your words were too overbearing stating the fact that you look down on me and my girls. tell me, does friends look down on one another? no.
10. the main point of all this is that we want to make it clear to you (not start a feud) that you girls should weigh in our views. all we want is for this matter to rest.
we have our dignity to apologise to you girls for our wrongdoings. maybe it's your turn to apologize to us? it's okay if you girls dont want to do so because this just make us realize that people like you do exist in this world. your sarcasm wont get you anywhere and it definitely doesnt affect us in anyway. in a brighter note, we really look forward to hear from you girls again. have a great day.
