i've got my veins all tangled up.

Thursday, April 30, 20099:32 PM

mood : hungleepy.

hello sweet cakes(:

today was utterly mundane. what else but introduction to programming *sulks*. i find the subject interesting but the lessons are complete opposite. i hate directing Bob the clueless turtle to write/draw. it's just annoying. the codes are all messed up and i have no idea what the hell i was doing. tha faci isnt much of a help because he is literally talking to himself. almost everybody in class was asleep during 6P. haha.

after school, i met up with my girls to check out the IGs. i signed up for Photography!, Percussion and Malay dance. i didnt sign up for any Sports related IG because i hate sports la kan. nyahaha. anyway, we headed to Tampines to have our dinner at KFC and bus-ed home. something hilarious happened in the bus! HAHA

well, i was delighted to see seats for 2. you know what i mean? haha. so me being, kiasu, jumped right into that seat. however though! i didnt realise that the seats only have approx 20cm of legroom! literally! OMG LA. can you imagine how Jodie and i had to squeeze our legs in the between the seat. we were sitting 45 degrees just so that we can sit comfortably. HAHA. my stomach hurts for laughing about that all the way back home. check out, it's bus SBS 676 B, BUS No. 3.

oh check this out! Hariz suddenly IM me this:

stutterfly hudhariz says:
hey whats with the comment in friendster?

iwana says:
huh?

stutterfly hudhariz says:
go see my profile

iwana says:
kk
HAHA
wtf
i have no idea

stutterfly hudhariz says:
check out your webcam thingy?

iwana says:
i dont know! LOL it wasnt me la

stutterfly hudhariz says:
hmmm

iwana says:
i think it's some virus
REALLY
im not 23

stutterfly hudhariz says:
what happens if i press HERE
haha

iwana says:
HAHA
click ah
lol
u actually fall for that?

stutterfly hudhariz says:
nola i thought your running some webcam service
haha

let me explain. click the picture to enlarge.

HAHA. funny shit la kan. im not even 23! i'm waiting for you sounds wrong laaaaaa. so people, i know it seems like i write the comment but IT'S NOT ME! it must be some messed up virus at friendster. YUCK FOU FRIENDSTER!

i have no idea why there's so much spacing in between paragraphs, but whatever.

my paper heart will bleed.

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Wednesday, April 29, 200910:23 PM

to the girls. you know who you are.

i must give you girls credits for typing down such a long post. i didnt expect that much actually. anyway, lets come back to what i have to say. i would like to add on to what my sister wrote in her recent post.

1. you said that i type down stuff about you girls when i saw you in school. well, it's my blog, my say. i wasnt aware that you girls actually read my blog. so yeah.

2. move on and forget about the past. you know, sometimes when you come across something in your life that reminded you alot of your past, memories of it just keep coming back. especially if it hurts someone so much. it may be easy for you girls to say so but you know, some people may take time to do so.

3. judging people by their looks is never right. i know that. so on behalf of my sister, i would like to apologize to you girls for having said so.

4. it's ironic when you say people whom YOU dont even know dislike my girls and i. you girls dont even know them so how in the world do you girls know they dislike us? it dont make any sense right?

5. i have never been there for you? you must be kidding right? specifically to you ayeen. tell me when did i ever turn my back on you before this conflict happen? havent i been there for you for the past 9 years of our friendship? who do you turn to when you needed help to change? you didnt come to look for me whereas you go to fina. i was there all along waiting for you to come apologise to me so that i could help you. but no, you didnt. so dont you blame me for not being there for you.

6. i must admit that i do use unpleasant name callings. again, i must emphasise that i wasnt aware you girls actually read my blog. however, dont forget that you actually wrote sticks in your personal message. im sure it was referring to my sister and i beause we have been called that before and it is obvious that we are extremely thin. that therefore explain why i called you Bangla for the obvious fact that you have dark complexion.

7. minahs. haha. this is funny. well, yeah i agree that malay girls are called minah but isnt minah stereotyped as minahrep? if you didnt know then here you go! now you know!

8. well, i know kendra well too because she have a soft spot for accepting friends. kendra's situation far differs from mine because she only knew you for about 2 years whereas i've known you more than half of my life. why must you compare religions? it's a matter of human emotional belief whether we want to forgive someone or not. in this case, we are open for forgiving but where's the apology from your side?

9. now to Lee. we have no intention of abandoning you, really. i know this because we were so close back then. how could we leave you when you meant so much to us? it's just that your words were too overbearing stating the fact that you look down on me and my girls. tell me, does friends look down on one another? no.

10. the main point of all this is that we want to make it clear to you (not start a feud) that you girls should weigh in our views. all we want is for this matter to rest.

we have our dignity to apologise to you girls for our wrongdoings. maybe it's your turn to apologize to us? it's okay if you girls dont want to do so because this just make us realize that people like you do exist in this world. your sarcasm wont get you anywhere and it definitely doesnt affect us in anyway. in a brighter note, we really look forward to hear from you girls again. have a great day.

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Tuesday, April 28, 20099:28 PM

HAPPY 3RD MONTH-SARY SHCMEXY♥

firstly, i want to apologize about today, really. i know you've forgiven me but i feel so sucky about it. secondly, dont be angry la. scary you know. *laughs* thirdly, although we only got to spent 1 hr eating quietly at BK, i love your presence even how awkward it is. lastly, baby, i love you with all my heart. i feel so greatful to have met someone like you that love me for who i am and although we might be Babi-saurous at times, i love you no matter what sweetheart (:

how's school? lessons are boring like hgakjadkjhadja. but my classmates made the lesson FUN! from gossiping to bullying to immitating. i had fun laughing my lungs out today(: had lunch with most of my classmates at CWP's KFC. oh yeah, on the way there, we stumble upon a wiggling earthworm. OMG LA! it's so long and rubberband-like. it scared the living shit out of me la kan. haha. yadayada. after school, i went all the way to Tampines to meet boyfriend.

STICKS? cute eh kau. haha. you can do better than that la Bangla. i've heard that thousands of times in my life. cliche la baby~ kentaaaaaaaaaallll. and why was one of your "superior" friend in our school? dgr2 budak JAE kental pe. babeng.

i think of a while ago, we might have had it all.

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Monday, April 27, 200910:03 PM

mood : -less.

hello knick knack paddy whack.
HAHA. omg la kan. today was sooooooooo mundane. to a certain extent la. nyahaha. my morning couldnt get anymore worst. first, i miss 2 assholic 168 buses. and second, i came across this two wannabe "minah" la kan. woahhhh. ~~best kepahh~~. eeee geli sial aku tgk korg. jijik kau tau! bleh muntah darah la eh. korg gi mampos pon bagos ah. ape aku kesah? FUUUUUCCCCKKK YOOOOUUU! haha.

anyway, today was Cognitive process and Problem solving lesson. i cant find any reason why we have to learn it but oh well, i have to. *sulks*. Syeikh accompanied me to the IT Helpdesk to reconfigure my lappy during 1st study period. i was amazed to see quite a large number of people with laptop problems. one girl in particular also had her lappy crashed. but she didnt have to pay la kan. -__-" sedihness. after that we headed back to class. so literally, i was laughing my lungs out when James and Taufiq did their potty/"act cute" display picture in MSN. perangai budak2 la kan. HAHA we have someone taking Magic Degree in our class. ~~GayBoy~~. NYAHAHAHA! (inside joke)

after school, i rushed down to meet my girls and off we went to where else but STARBUCKS! favourite la kan. i managed to complete my evaluations and quiz. huhu. we headed home at around 7.30.

i feel utterly sleepy today for some reason. good night lovelies(:

myth fades to legend.

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Sunday, April 26, 20098:38 PM

mood : unhappy.

hello cybermates(:

2nd post of the day! haha. omg la kan. the weather is so HOT. hot like cannot hot before you know~. kayy Singlish habis. nyahaha. i wish my aircon could stop moaning. i know right, sounds so wrong. HAHA. but yeah, my aircon makes hellava noise up there. yuck fou to my aircon too! and oh, the pictures above were taken early this afternoon.HAHA.

oh, i forgot to tell you guys about my first week in RP! well people, it was awesome(: my week were filled with new people, new environment. i have kickass classmates too!

short description of my classmates:

James : i always IM gossip with him in class. mostly about the China students and the facis.

Syeikh : HIS HOBBY IS TO SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG! haha. other than that, he's a cool guy and i get along well with him.

Farah : she's a sweet girl and the first friend i made in class.

Atieqah : she always got bullied by the malay boys in class. HAHA. she's very nice and outspoken.

Siti : i've yet to know her well. so far she's reserved and sweet.

Shaun : he reminded me alot of my schoolmate, Timothy for some reason.(you owe me sweets)

Azfar : i've yet to know him well too. but so far his quite cool.

Taufiq : class clown. HAHA.

Azlan : prolly one of the eldest in class. he loves his 'bubbles' wallpaper.HAHA.

Iskandar : another class clown.

Joanne : i like working with her in class because she get things done very fast.

Hui fen : her ideas are brilliant!

Yolanda : she's from China. i hardly understand what she's speaking but i cant stop smiling at her for some reason. HAHA. i know right. scary merry.

Leon : he's from China. James and i love to gossip about him. nyahaha. he talks like this : helloimLeonicomefromChinaicannotstoptalking!

Albin : he's from India. Azlan thought his name was Almond. HAHA. cute sia.

Yurong : he's a skater. COOL KE PAH!

Nicholas : i dont really know him because he always skip school.

Mei Fun : i dont really know her either. she's pretty and reserved.

and for the rest who i didnt mention. i really need to know you guys better! HAHA. W14P! WOOOO!

im currently chatting with Syeikh. i told him to accompany me to IT Helpdesk tomorrow/ skip lessons! hehehehehe! secret revealed la kan. it's okay. tomorrow's lesson would be Cognitive shitzays and problem sloving skills. my team so the boring la kan. haiyakk. kayy bye (:

oh no dont go changing.

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3:59 PM

mood : meh~

hello scarry merry shcmerry strawberries.

i apologize for not blogging. my lappy couldnt be anymore nicer to me la kan. it totally crashed on Friday night just before i wanted to do my RJ. kanina nabei chibai. i was like swearing my guts out and i was literally crying the whole night. stupid sia. i had to send my RJ through email la kan. pork.

so the next day, mommy-yo and Jodie accompanied me to Sim Lim to repair my retarded lappy. paid 40 bucks for it. now, i cannot log in into my student VPN! chibaaiiiiiii. mengamok skejap. but thankfully, everything is saved(: but still i have to go configuration on Monday. *sulks*

anyway, after repairing my lappy, Jodie and i accompanied mommy-yo to her favourite massage parlour at Golden Landmark. so while waiting for her, we camwhored! HAHA. standard la kan. met daddy-yo after that. we had dinner at Arab st and went for Shisha after that. NOT. haha. crazy ah youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. hehe. had ice cream at Changi Airport and headed back home after that.

today, i was suppose to go to work but i was too exhausted to wake up. huhu. sorry Rich! confirm he mengamok with me again for not calling him. nyahahaha. whatever la eh. sheesh. school tomorrow la kan. kayy bye (:

im in the right place at the right time.

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Friday, April 24, 200912:41 PM

yesterday at Starbucks.

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Thursday, April 23, 200910:06 PM