i've got my veins all tangled up.

Tuesday, March 31, 200911:16 PM

mood : exuberant.

hello jolly jelly beans.

today, i went to school, Siglap Sucky School, to collect my ugly testimonial. Aishah♥ and Jodie♥ accompanied me. such sweethearts arent they? (: bumped into Syafa, Nurul and Atiqah at school also. so after that, Jodie♥ and i accompanied Aishah♥ to have lunch at WS.

Aishah♥ brought up this ridiculously random yet hilarious topic about Mt Kinabalu. we were laughing hysterically from WS and our trip back home. i thought Mt Kinabalu was at Thailand or Taiwan because it just sounds right. haha. however, i was sadly mistaken. Mt Kinabalu is at SABAH, MALAYSIA! hahahahaha. jauh la kan. kental~ we then made up stories and names that sounded like Mt Kinabalu. for instance Mt KaninaBauLu. HAHAHAHAHA! tak bleh angs. & the story part was about Hang tuah at Malacca and all. i know right, we are so lame but they made my day :D

anyway, mommy-yo♥ had the most cutest comment ever. she said our testimonials were touching. well, i wouldnt say touching. i guess it's more of a compliment. whatever. ~~i hate it.~~

okay now im jealous. twinny-sister-yo, Jodie♥ already got her PONY SHOE. i must admit it's pretty. *sigh* B i nak kasoooooooottttttttttt. hehe.

(premium. ATMOS edition)

(Premium. pale grey/black/smoke)

(Women. purple/green/pink)

okay so these 3 shoes are the common ones found here in Singapore. Nike Airmax.

i paticularly likethe last one.

(black/volt/vivid blue)

(black/cactus/crystal blue)

i LOVE the colours of thess shoes. it's Nike Airmax Light. i think the first one is available in Singapore. huhu. i like~

(Valentines Day '08 edition)

(Pixie edition)

these are Nike Air Force. theres's more choices for Air Force than Air Max. i like these 3 shoes (:

gaaaahh~ i guess im too indesicive. i like 'em ALL. B, how? buy all for me :D well, i guess i have to just wait and see. anyway, here is the website . go check out the shoes. there are different type of brands too, like Supra, Vans, Lacoste, Adidas, New Balance, just to name a few.

destiny is calling me.

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Monday, March 30, 200910:46 PM

mood : topsy turvy.

hello shcmexies.

what a day. boyfriend❤ should know why. haha. so as planned, i met boyfriend❤ at my void deck at 1.30pm. i was extremely famished so we decided to eat at Earle Swensens at Vivo City. we trained down to Eunos to meet up with the rest. after about one and a half hour of waiting for the others to join us, we then trained down to Vivo.

we had lunch. boyfriend❤ and i shared a whole plate of Chicken Baked Rice for 2, which we had no idea how huge it was. haha. we did finish it up though. credits to my beloved boyfriend.*round of applause* i believe you need to have all the credits, Love :D. anyway, left Kentot and Atiqah because they had their desert to finish. we met up with the rest at the ticketing area.

so on the way there, the boys couldnt stop calling boyfriend❤ and demanding him to meet them asap. boyfriend had a huge blow up because of that. i was like 0.0. literally. terperanjat la kan. i was like "chill ah B" *tugging his hand* he was still furious. haha. everybody was like straing at us. however, he was back to himself after the trip to the toilet haha.

anyway, we then met the rest and we made our way to Siloso beach. the weather wasnt pretty at all though it was cooling. i felt rather "excluded" because i dont know most of the people there and it was all too awkward to me so i felt like leaving. i must admit that i felt rather mundane. that explains why i dont have any pictures taken. so we left Siloso beach at 6.30pm when it started to rain.

on the way back, boyfriend❤ had to tolerate my moodswings. i just wasnt feeling right, really. im not sure why myself. anyway, i saw Sri, my ex-guide-company-leader. haha. i was hiding from her because i didnt want her to see me. then suddenly, Jodie texted me and told me that she's in the sam cabin as Hariz, my ex. knncb. i wanted to see him la kan. well apperantly, he was out with some unknown girl. whatever la kan. im nothing to him anymore. ~~Jodie told me he look hot.~~ trained back to PR and bused home. boyfriend❤ accompanied me to wait for Jodie❤ near my place.

to my babylove, Fafa❤:

Baby, im really sorry for what happened today, especially on the way back. i guess i wasnt being myself today. im sorry for making you feel all stressed out and worried about me and pissed off i guess. i know you do care for me but im sure i had hurt your feelings one way or another. anyway, i've forgiven you already so dont worry about it okay. i love you so much sweetheart (: *blow kisses*

'cause i cant be without you baby.

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Sunday, March 29, 200910:22 PM

GET WELL SOON JODIE!

mood : stress la kan.

hello jellybeans.

i know right. we look rather spastic/distorted/gay in the picture. HAHA. but for some reason, i like it. i think people should have this kind of pictures of themselves sometimes. well just for the humour. haha.

i was on the phone with boyfriend❤ a few moments ago planning about tomorrow's outing. it seems as if we cant get everything planned out right. i was literally screaming on the phone. baby im sorry if im made you all stressed out, really. okay otphoning with him. brb. BACK! haha. well, if you guys are reading then this must be continuous.hahahahaha. kayy whatever. everything is settled, for now atleast.

so the actual plan was:

-meet babygirls to go to SSS to collect our testimonials.

-meet boyfriend after that.

-catch a movie at town.

-get a few stuff.

now the plan is:

-meet boyfriend.

-go Sentosa after lunch to celebrate his friend's birthday.

-head back to mainland Singapore.

-i have no idea what we'll do next.

-no babygirls.

-boyfriend accompany me to school on Tuesday or Wednesday to collect my testimonial.

okay da. i want to apologize to my babygirls❤ from the bottom of my heart because im unable to meet you girls tomorrow. i know how much you miss me(haha) especially Qil❤, because i miss you so badly too. friday maybe? whatever it is you girls are forever in my heart. i love you girls.

so anyway, back to today's post. followed mommy-yo❤ to PP to play pool. NOT. hahahaha. no, actually to have lunch at Banquet. we then shopped for a few stuff. mommy-yo❤ got a new camera. if im not wrong it's Sony. the latest one. i got a new top from Topshop and a new storybook called The Memory Keeper's Daughter. cooooooolllliooooooooo :D :D i havent started reading my other book and now i've got a new one. huhu. macam exciting gituks.

"ni lagi stress dari O levels"- boyfriend❤. haha. sorry la B.

i have known you, my whole life.

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Saturday, March 28, 200911:46 PM

TODAY'S MY 2ND MONTHSARY WITH MY FAVOURITE BOY FAFA♥

BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NASRUL!

ALL THE BEST IN LIFE

hello all.

well, i didnt celebrate my 2nd monthsary with boyfriend♥. sedih la kan. but i'll make it up to him this monday (: so today, i spent my day with the ladies, mommy-yo♥ and Jodie♥.

met mommy-yo♥ at our usual place, Far East then we headed to Shaw centre to catch a movie. we watched Confession of Shopaholic. i wasnt that hyped up to watch this movie because i thought it was kinda corny. turn out it was. HAHA. well, to me the story line was all over the place and i was half bored. my ratings, 2.5 or 3/ 5.

after the movie, we went to have dinner at Pastamania (Pastamanium) *inside joke* at Far East. we then went hunting for mommy-yo's jeans but she didnt like any. she insist to buy for us a pink Guess top but we didnt like it. hahaha. yadayada. we then headed home.

well i hope Jodie♥ would be sick free tomorrow because i dont wanna work alone. if she cant make it then boyfriend♥ would have to accompany me to work.

i hate to say this but they play this damn song in every club.

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Friday, March 27, 200910:47 PM

hello halos (:

hahaha. 'ssuuuupppp. i spent my entire day at home infront of the telly. literally. i feel rather mundane today. oh yeah. daddy-yo♥ saw my ear piercing.

daddy-yo : biler kau tindik?

me : *mampos* umm, last week. *lies*

daddy-yo : oh. mama tau?

me : tau. *lies again*

daddy-yo : *retreat into his room*

me : *sigh of relief*

omg la. i almost got myself killed. strangely for some reason, daddy-yo♥ didnt scream at me. thank goodness. apperantly, he saw Jodie♥'s ear piercing when she was asleep so he came to talk to me while i was watching tv. ~~screw her.~~ i saved your skin bitch. hahahaha.

oh well, i apologize for this lame post. anyway, random facts, i havent put on my retainers for a week. HAHA. *shush*

i miss you B♥.

wait, they dont love you like i love you.

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Thursday, March 26, 200910:42 PM

mood : elated.

hello all.

i'm feeling so much better. alhamdulillah. thank you for all the get well soon wishes shcmexies♥, im so touched (: yay! i dont need to take anymore medications.

today, met LissaLove♥ at PS KFC along with her friends, Siti and Farah. Marissa♥ was unable to come because she had something to attend to. so, we chatted for awhile. Lissa♥, Siti and Farah decided to study so i left. i went shopping! best la kan.

i bought a Cotton On skirt, the one boyfriend♥ wanted to buy for me. haha. but it's not the jeans type. it's the floral one. next i got fake eyelashes. hahahahaha. i know right~ waste money on petty things like this. then i bought for myself black shorts. i've been dying to get it since forever and i finally bought it. happy skaliks:D :D last but not least, i got myself a beanie. hahaha. yes i've been dying to get this item since forever also. it cost me quite a bit but i fell in love with it so macam terpakse beliks. huhu. so then i bought a few items for daddy-yo♥ and mommy-yo♥ and went home at around 8.

im a happy kid :D

so i heard from a few peeps that the O level testimonial can be collected from school. *rolls eyes* anyone willing to collect it for me? pretty please. i just hate going back to that F 'ed up school.

'cause it just seems to go bad everytime.

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Wednesday, March 25, 20093:41 PM

mood : sick. *cough, sniff*

hello shcmexies.

i feel awful right now. atleast my fever has reside. other than that im still down with flu and cough. anyway, i really wanted to blog yesterday but i wasnt feeling good so i rest instead. so i shall blog about what happen yesterday.

met Aishah to go shape our eye brows. we had lunch over at KFC and trained to town. after getting our eyebrows done, we went starbucking and window shopped around town. we unexpectedly reach home at around 9pm because mommy-yo told us to buy Curry'Os for daddy-yo -.-". boyfriend went to Johor so i had no one to text to. i miss him.

anyway we were walking past British India if im not mistaken, and we saw this bald lady-like mannequin covered with a whole lot of butterflies on her head. HOW HORRIFIC! i swear i'd die if i was her, really. look at how huge the butterflies are. omg la.

today? well just stay at home and rest. i really hope i would be sick free tomorrow. although it's not going to happen, being optimisstic makes me feel good. heh. get well soon to me. bye.

we look up in the same night sky, when you told me that this was goodbye.

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Monday, March 23, 20097:28 PM

mood : monday YELLOW.HAHA.

greetings.

HAPPY EASTER DAY ONE AND ALL! i know right, im so random. i bet the American kids are having fun collecting Easter eggs at Fort Canning today. huhu. webcam-ing is fuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnn when you're bored, really.

today, i accompanied boyfriend♥ to have his lunch at WP. tsk. i wasnt feeling well but somebody wanted to meet me la kan. after lunch, we went to chillax at 741 void deck. i was reminscing. bitter sweet moments. then i got a call from Jodie♥ and boyfriend♥ sent me home.

at home, i changed and left again. Jodie♥ and i headed to TM to have lunch at LJS. i was being all random and i told Jodie i wanted to pierce my ear. i then realise that i really wanted to pierce. haha. so we went to get a few things then MRT-ed back to PR. i told Jodie♥ i wanted to pierce my ear at New Generation Collection 'cause it's cheap. && i got my piercing done for 4 bucks. huhu. it hurts for a few minutes after the piercing but im alright now. though it's not a monroe, nose brigde, smiley or snakebite piercing that i wanted, im still a happy kid (: we then bused home.

haha. i know right. my cell phone cam sucks. but yeah there you go. the piercing.

oh yeah! i bumped into my partner-in-crime, KUU♥! gosh i miss her. she yelled out my name and waved franctically at me. how adorable (: anyway, i havent been working for 3 weeks. haha. i kinda miss working. but then again, im too lazy to go all the way to town la kan.huhu.

all i ever wanted is you.

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Sunday, March 22, 20099:52 PM

mood : in a not. (if you know what i mean)

hello there (:

my throat isnt getting any better. *sigh* i hate taking medications because i just despise the fact that im sick. i wanna get better.

i attended Kak Lylynn's engagement ceremony at her place in Admiralty. Abang In♥ drove me and Jodie♥ there. besssssttttttt :D i want to drive a car as soon as im legal. *evil laugh* anyway, many people had arrive before we did which kind of irritate me little bit. just dont ask me why. i must admit that Kak Lylynn looked stunning, really. took a couple of pictures yadayadayada. the rest is history. i have no pictures of the ceremony with me right now because Abang In has all of it in his camera.

im pretty sure i need to have some rest. good night.

hey there beloved are you listening?

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Saturday, March 21, 200910:41 PM

mood : -less.

hello muffins.

my second post of the day! oh i forgot to wish HAPPY STRAWBERRY DAY one and all. i know right, im so random. but yeah it's true. it's still about an hour to midnight so grab some scrumptious, delicious, juiciest strawberries you can find and indulge. if you dont have one just lay your eyes on the picture above and try imagining yourself munching them.huhu.

&& im sick. bye.

hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

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11:21 AM

mood: sadddddd.not.

good morning love (:

i just feel the urge to blog this morning. well thats because im bored. Jodie's asleep and im all alone. *sigh* anyway, for some reason my throat feels weird.~~i think im falling sick.~~

well anyway, i met boyfriend♥ yesterday after Beth came to clean up my place. we headed to E!hub yet again. macam da biase gituks. had lunch and for the first time ever boyfriend♥ couldnt finish his meal and my leftover fries. he was like complaining he's hungry and all, then when there's food the table he was like im full -.-". ape nak jadi~

i cant remember what we did after lunch haha. anyway, met his friend at the entrance. they wanted to play bowling but the queue was unbelievably long so they decided to play pool instead. haha nasib sia. i dont wanna bowl again. yadayadayada. called Jodie♥ to meet up at my void deck and went home after that.

i wanna get a Monroe or Nose bridge piercing. boyfriend♥ allowed. HAHA. bebual confident sia. but still you cant go clubbing kay, Love.

anyway, todays' plans with my Roxyska girls is cancelled again. next week perhaps. i wanna shop. & oh i almost forgot.

Happy 17th birthday to Md Khairul Rizal

we might not be contacting each other as often but still, you have been a part of me. thank you for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to and giving generous advices to me. im blessed to have known you and having you as a friend. i hope you have a wonderful 17th birthday and may you do well in your upcoming O levels. all the best in life (: ps: i miss you sepet eyes. HAHA.

obsession is such an ugly word.

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Thursday, March 19, 200911:29 PM

mood: inspired.

hello there (:

another day at home. phaa~ i was suppose to meet my RoxySka♥ girls today but apperantly LissaLove♥ couldnt make it because her school ended rather late. so everything is postponed to Saturday. can't wait to meet you girls! * screams and put hands up in the ayer! *

anyway, Mimi♥, my littlest kitteh, never fail to make me laugh especially today. well, Jodie♥ and i were playing with her. she was about to pounce onto Jodie♥, she actually "farted". HAHAHA! it was hilarious like really la! OMG. it's the second time i heard Mimi fart. i videotaped the scene but me being oh-so lazy today, i shall not post it up today. maybe another time alright :D

oh oh, ~~i feel like piercing la kan.~~ haha. bebual confident sia wana~ but still macam cool gitu kan.

Monroe. im in love with this piercing because my 2nd love/scandal, Trace Cyrus has it. lawa kan!

Nose bridge piercing. personally, i think this would hurt the most among all 3 piercings. but this definitely stand out from the other 3. ~~i wanna have one.~~haa~

last but not least the ever popular snakebite piercing. i've told Aidil once to do it for me but i was still wearing braces back then. haha. macam paham sia wana~

the only eyes you look into are those in your reflection.

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Wednesday, March 18, 200911:54 PM

mood: okay.

hello honeybunch :D

i missed The American Idol show today. well, 1/3 of the show actually. what a bummer. i missed it because mommy-yo♥ told Jodie♥ and i to have dinner outside. i was dreading to go out today. i dont know, today just seems to be the i-feel-like-staying-at-home day.

so yeah, had dinner at Simei. memories of Hariz kept flooding in my mind. ~~there's too much memories there la kan.~~ but whatever it is, im so over him. anyway, i felt like eating Mee Rebus for some reason. i regretted having it because it wasnt that good after all. tsk. bought Nasi Ayam for daddy-yo♥ and we headed home.

oh oh! remember the song SMOKE MACHINE? it's a popular techno song when i was in primary school. i just listen to this version (below) and it's super cooooooolllllliiiiiiiooooooooooooo. im so addicted to the song. haha i know right. im being so random. why not you listen to it :D

Smoke Machine ( PSY REMIX 2005 ) - DJ MP4

random fact, i miss boyfriend♥ alot.

show me loooovee

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Tuesday, March 17, 200911:20 PM

mood: topsy-turvy.

hey love, here i am.

first thing in the morning, i accompanied Jodie♥ and Aishah♥ to configure their lappy(s) at RP. i was being such a sweetheart la kan. haha~ watched a little snippets of Ironman during the configuration. cool kepah. anyway, we made a new friend name Wilson. he's like so cool la. first he came to us speaking in Malay Bahasa Baku. HAHA! we were like (o.o) , literally. well the first reason is because he is a chinese guy. i mean how cool is that to see a CHINESE speaking in MALAY! baku plak tu. well the next reason is because we seriously suck at malay. haha. he's a Malaysian so that explains why he could speak malay.

yadayada. i got a new storybook :D it's called The Sorrows of an American by Siri Hustvedt. HUSTVEDT cool or what. haha. anyway, i didnt get to buy my laptop casing because it's either too expensive or too ugly. HAHA. oh yeah, Aishah♥ bought the 'DIN DING' book. *inside joke* omg la, i couldnt get over that joke. ~~my stomach hurts.~~

please stay, until im gone. i'm here, hold on to me. i'm right here, waiting.

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