mood : distraught.
i would like to apologize to my littlest twin sister Jodie♥.
im sorry for bringing up that shitty topic. i shouldnt have done that at the first place because i know it would offend you somehow. although you've told me that it wasnt my fault, i feel rather guilty because i made you upset. im sorry for hurting you directly or indirectly; whichever way. seriously, i hate seeing you cry because i feel pathetic. pathetic because i'm the reason why you cried at the first place. just so you know that i've put you first always in my heart no matter what. i know i've been neglecting you this past few months but this doesnt mean that i dont care and love you anymore. i'll be there for you when you need me (: i love you so muchie♥
and to boyfriend♥.
i know i sound horrible on the phone just now. haha. but really, thank you so much for being there for me. well you made me realise that i was being too naive. i love you so very much sweetheart♥
