mood : unsatisfied.
season greetings one and all.
i only left Singapore for a day, ONE DAY and some mother fucker had to make my life miserable. who else but Khalid. i just chatted with him moments ago. he still hasnt got over me. not surprising at all. gosh, i feel like killing this bastard. he claims to know about true love. true love you say? haha *rolls eyes*. what's there to love you when you dont even understand how i feel towards you right now. hah talking about true love~ you're ego is too high for you to handle yourself. this just goes to show how manly you are. who gave you the right to say that i shouldnt have a boyfriend and a guy wont love me because you claim i am your true love? okay so i am your true love, but you are not mine (: what's the point of me getting back to you when you're not the one i love? doesnt it defeat the purpose of being in a loving relationship. besides, im too young to fall in love. im 16 years young only. i havent even reach my legal age yet. what's most undeniably annoying was that,he brought back all the shitty past we had. the latter im talking about is that bitch whom he claims wasnt his girlfriend. WHATEVER! I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE! GET IT?! i've forgiven you long ago and now all i want you to do is to understand where im coming from. listen, we are not meant to be together because i never loved you and i i know you are not the man for me. i was to young to decide and you were just too deceiving back then. i've made the biggest mistake of my life being with you now that i know you turned out to be this way. you make me regret all the time i spent with you. well unlike you, i suck up my pride, reassure myself that you were not my man to be and MOVE ON!. apperantly it doesnt apply to you the same. shame. i've got nothing to lose because it is all up to you to to take it all in, suck it up and move on or just be the same ego Khalid you are. if you choose to be the same than so be it. life is all about choices and i really do hope you choose th right one. well Khalid, i would like to thank you despite the fact that you make me hate you even more but you made me realise that people like you exist in this world. i pray that you will one day realise that life isnt just about what you want and what you claim is true. i hope your life is blessed with people that you truly love.
when he's gone it wont come back.
