mood : messed up.
shit.guess who i saw today? ex boyfriend, Hud Hariz Wong Yun Feng. phaa~ not cool. i know, what a day right? okay so the story goes like this. i spent the whole afternoon tailing behind my parents to many places that i wished i hadn't attend. i was utterly bored and i had that super irritated face. so daddy-yo decided to treat us for some ice cream (: swensens , CHANGI AIRPORT swensens that is.
well, so i know that ex boyfriend wouldnt be at T2's coffebean because he told me he's working at T3. Jodie joked and told me that ex boyfriend might be working at T2 tonight. sheeeesh. she was right. as soon as i step upon T2, the first person i saw was this familiar chinese looking guy with those cute nerdy spectecals at working at COFFEEBEAN! i was like fuck it, that must be him. apperantly i was texting Fafa at that time and i couldnt help, but to let Fafa know. i tugged Jodie close to me hoping that he wont notice me.
i felt like a f'ed up moron by the time the ice cream came. ironically, i was first to finish. haha. i slithered my way out of T2 , again, hoping that he wont see me. gosh, i cant describe to you guys in words how much i miss him. then in the car on the way home, i reminisced the days i was together with him. every single thing. from the first day we met till the last time i saw him. he meant the whole world to me and i cant believe that everything is over between us. i dont know how i should feel right now. it's unfair that i took all the time and effort in the world to move on, but here i am utterly devastated when i merely saw him.
note to self : move on, let him go.
well i'm so bored your words aren't making sense.
note to self : move on, let him go.
well i'm so bored your words aren't making sense.
