mood : lethargic.
hello all.
you must be wondering how i'm doing after day 2 of breakup. well honeys, i'm doing just fine (: there's really no reason for sulking and feeling bad about myself for what happen because it happened for a reason. the reason is that i'm too young to fall in love and this "lala feeling" is only infactuation. infactuation means when u think that u like/love someone but u really don't according to dictionary.com's interpretation of infactuation. well it's true though, because when you really do love/like someone, you'd do anything to win them and i'm sure i'm not ready for that. besides, i'm only 16 and i have all the time in the world to enjoy! so really, what's there to feel bad about myself? for now, i'll spend the last of 2008 feeling good about myself and what i've accomplish this year.
we must be thankful for the life we've got.stop looking about what you ain't got and start being thankful about what you do got.- T.I (live your life)
fiona, the manager from robinson has yet to call me. i need to work or else i'll go working back at Hyatt Hotel. kayy bedek. hawhaw. i'm really tight of cash right now that's why i need to work. well, i was suppose to go to CHUNK FEST, but i didnt because i literally slept the whole afternoon. but hey you cant blame me for that, i was exhausted because the day before yesterday was a total hellhole for me. my mind needs some rest yaw.
oh yeah! surprisingly, i got a news from jodie, from faiz.z that khalid, my ex, wanna get my new number and my address. hawhaw. stupid motherf**ker. it's been like 69374993 gazillion years since we've broke up and he's still searching for me. are you kidding me? hawhaw. sorry boy, you have to do better than that. well, thanks faiz.z for helping me not tell that desperado my personal stuff and thanks jodie for conveying the messages (: much love.
i wanna watch wild child and bolt.anyone wanna hook me up? (:
please try to say more carefully that you no longer need me.
