mood : higledy piggledy.
message from Khalid:
Im setting u free now. I wont be disturbing or bothering u anymore cus i know u hate me for what i did. But always remember i am remaining single, In anytime or moment ur ready to have me back im always waiting for u 24/7 no matter how many years and days. Im always waiting for u =) my cntact no 90294134 if not then u will know where to find me on msn boxxy@berlin.com just readd me if u change ur mind. im no stalking u no more. ure a big gal to make a decision urself not to ask ur friends or sister as they are jealous.
FINALLY! HE GAVE UP! yes i'm free from the mother fucker. haha. for now that is. "ure a big gal to make a decision urself not to ask ur friends or sister as they are jealous." kiwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk. please la can. stop acting as if you're the hottest guy in the world. feeling hot nampak~ sheeeeesssssh. im at cloud nine. gosh (: coooooooliiiiiiiiiooooooooooooooo! i leave his cellphone number and email add. you guys can do anything you want with it. CHEERS!
ex boyfriend, Hud Hariz Wong Yun Feng.
i must admit. i havent really move on. i dont know. i just miss him alot lately. gosh. look at him, very much contented with his life. me? feeling all emotional about everything. i was talking with Jodie about him late last night when i realise that it is so hard for me to move on. i remembered clearly in my mind, every single time we hangout, he would hold my hand tightly and whisper to me, "baby, i love you". i never got bored of it because i felt like i mean the whole world to him. then there's his hilarious side. he use to claim that he is gay and he had a male Bangla partner. haha, apperantly, the Bangla stalked us on our 1st month-sary. joking. occasionally, we got pissed at each other over silly things like i would say "B, just shut up and die" then he would push me to some random people or he would say "B, Karen O is my girlfriiiieeennddd *smirks*" then i would just leave him. i miss laughing my ass off when he dances randomly and kutok the mat and minahreps at e!hub. then again, i miss him caressing me with his hugs, kisses and our hand game. i still feel hallucinated whenever im out of my house. or rather, paranoid. every chinese-looking guy with specs looks like him. whats up with that?
"baby, do you know i never felt like this towards a girl before?" im glad i was that girl. it makes me feel special because i was the one. despite the fact that Hariz and i wont ever be together anymore, i've learnt alot during this relationship, and that is patience. gosh, i feel like crying again. im sorry.
