hello world. i found this picture in some old folders. haha. it was taken during Hari Raya this year. that guy in pink is my cousin, Adam. im at the back. gosh, i was still had my braces back then. much misses. haha. random, i know. im running out of pictures.*screams*
deepshit. my cell phone bill consist 3 digits. im relief though because daddy-yo just gave me a stern warning. so listen up, i'll be using my prepaid number (my old no.) starting from tomorrow onwards. please, i repeat please text me through my prepaid number. if you guys, well, deleted/misplaced/overlooked my old number, just nudge me on msn alright. ill let you guys know. however, ill still be using my current number (: thank you all.
littlest twin sister, Jodie, im sorry for pissing you off.
i wont change a thing about it. this is the best feeling.
hello fellow ones. i want to apologize for being all emotional yesterday. im alright now. yadayada. anyway, today was ironically fun although i spent the whole day at home. why? because Jodie, Abg An and i watched Shrek 3 which was shown today on HBO at 1pm; digesting tons of junks into our digestive organs. i know i know, im slow meloww and jakon nak mampos when i watch it. maklom la, i never watch before. haha. i must say, the show was super hilarious. my ratings, 5/5! haha. i looooveeeeeee the part when the Frog King is on his death bed dying. we laughed our asses off. i want to watch it all over again! care to join me? *grins*
other than that, the day went by blissfully. today is INCREASE YOUR CALORIES DAY! i had burgers,fries,coke,milk tea strawberry,a big slice of chocolate ice cream and JUNK FOOD! throughout the day. cool ke pe. more calories= fatty fats= gain weight! YAY! well, that never really happen to me though. phaa~ but just the thought of consuming unhealthy food today makes me contented (: haaa. well, im sure you are bored right now so i shall not drag on about today.
oh yeah! THANK YOU FAFA! you made my day last night. well every single day without fail actually. heh. see you soon babe. wubz joo♥
fate fell short this time, smile fades in the summer place your hands in mine, i'll leave when i wanna.
Im setting u free now. I wont be disturbing or bothering u anymore cus i know u hate me for what i did. But always remember i am remaining single, In anytime or moment ur ready to have me back im always waiting for u 24/7 no matter how many years and days. Im always waiting for u =) my cntact no 90294134 if not then u will know where to find me on msn boxxy@berlin.com just readd me if u change ur mind. im no stalking u no more. ure a big gal to make a decision urself not to ask ur friends or sister as they are jealous.
FINALLY! HE GAVE UP! yes i'm free from the mother fucker. haha. for now that is. "ure a big gal to make a decision urself not to ask ur friends or sister as they are jealous." kiwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk. please la can. stop acting as if you're the hottest guy in the world. feeling hot nampak~ sheeeeesssssh. im at cloud nine. gosh (: coooooooliiiiiiiiiooooooooooooooo! i leave his cellphone number and email add. you guys can do anything you want with it. CHEERS!
ex boyfriend, Hud Hariz Wong Yun Feng.
i must admit. i havent really move on. i dont know. i just miss him alot lately. gosh. look at him, very much contented with his life. me? feeling all emotional about everything. i was talking with Jodie about him late last night when i realise that it is so hard for me to move on. i remembered clearly in my mind, every single time we hangout, he would hold my hand tightly and whisper to me, "baby, i love you". i never got bored of it because i felt like i mean the whole world to him. then there's his hilarious side. he use to claim that he is gay and he had a male Bangla partner. haha, apperantly, the Bangla stalked us on our 1st month-sary. joking. occasionally, we got pissed at each other over silly things like i would say "B, just shut up and die" then he would push me to some random people or he would say "B, Karen O is my girlfriiiieeennddd *smirks*" then i would just leave him. i miss laughing my ass off when he dances randomly and kutok the mat and minahreps at e!hub. then again, i miss him caressing me with his hugs, kisses and our hand game. i still feel hallucinated whenever im out of my house. or rather, paranoid. every chinese-looking guy with specs looks like him. whats up with that?
"baby, do you know i never felt like this towards a girl before?" im glad i was that girl. it makes me feel special because i was the one. despite the fact that Hariz and i wont ever be together anymore, i've learnt alot during this relationship, and that is patience. gosh, i feel like crying again. im sorry.
good morning sunshine. well, it's noon now, but i just feel like wishing good morning. got a prob? haaaaa. gosh, my computer screen is turning purple. im getting nausea. so loving parents of mine, dont mind getting me a new desktop. much appreciated (:
well, i dont want to elaborate about the KL trip because it simply suck. thanks to mommy-yo who had to attend work. thank goodness i grab two pieces of pretty tops at Zara just before leaving KL. thanks daddy-yo (:
yesterday was super fun because i got to do SHOPPING with my beloved RoxySka babes! maklom la, SALE! woohoo. i got a belt for 3.50! a pretty dress and a pair of sneakers at 19.90! all at Far East plaza. i was eyeing on this long sleeved tee at Cotton On because it was ridiculously cheap la can! 5 BUCKS EACH! however, i didnt get it because the sales promoters were screaming into my ears and i feel like stuffing the clothes into their god damn mouths and the place was unreasonably stuffy. we then left and hangout at the Esplanade and Boat Quay. funny thing was that when we made our back to Esplanade from Boat Quay, a guy pointed at us and said "EH! dekni pelakon eh?" LOL! salah orang la boy. LissaLOVE, i miss you already. dont get too worked up about it alright. im sure everything would be alright. it takes time. the new year resolution is just a piece of shit. who cares?! love you :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED TUITION TEACHER KAKAK DIANA! apperantly, she is also my brother's girlfriend. haha. she has the best humours and the greatest heart. i would like to thank you for tutoring me this year to equip myself for the most crucial examination of my life, O LEVELS. with your guidance, you have nutured me with knowledge and skills that i never knew existed. your pep talks and never ending motivation is the driving force of my confidence sitting for the examination. you made me realise that life is not all about success it is about the effort you put in to achieve your goals. not forgetting, you even attended to me when im doubts despite the fact that you were busy with work. you made me what i am today and i would like to send my greatest gratitude to you. i am sure you'll have a great time on your special day. i hope your life is showered with blessings. all the best in life (: THAT'S HOT *inside joke* much love. xoxo.
and oh yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JESS AND LISA FROM THE VERONICAS. their birthday falls on Christmas. i was suppose to wish them in my 251208 post, but i forgot thanks to Khalid. shhheeeeeeesssshhhhh. whatever. I LOVE YOU GUYS (: congratulations to you guys for the sucess in America. much love. xoxo
season greetings one and all. i only left Singapore for a day, ONE DAY and some mother fucker had to make my life miserable. who else but Khalid. i just chatted with him moments ago. he still hasnt got over me. not surprising at all. gosh, i feel like killing this bastard. he claims to know about true love. true love you say? haha *rolls eyes*. what's there to love you when you dont even understand how i feel towards you right now. hah talking about true love~ you're ego is too high for you to handle yourself. this just goes to show how manly you are. who gave you the right to say that i shouldnt have a boyfriend and a guy wont love me because you claim i am your true love? okay so i am your true love, but you are not mine (: what's the point of me getting back to you when you're not the one i love? doesnt it defeat the purpose of being in a loving relationship. besides, im too young to fall in love. im 16 years young only. i havent even reach my legal age yet. what's most undeniably annoying was that,he brought back all the shitty past we had. the latter im talking about is that bitch whom he claims wasnt his girlfriend. WHATEVER! I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE! GET IT?! i've forgiven you long ago and now all i want you to do is to understand where im coming from. listen, we are not meant to be together because i never loved you and i i know you are not the man for me. i was to young to decide and you were just too deceiving back then. i've made the biggest mistake of my life being with you now that i know you turned out to be this way. you make me regret all the time i spent with you. well unlike you, i suck up my pride, reassure myself that you were not my man to be and MOVE ON!. apperantly it doesnt apply to you the same. shame. i've got nothing to lose because it is all up to you to to take it all in, suck it up and move on or just be the same ego Khalid you are. if you choose to be the same than so be it. life is all about choices and i really do hope you choose th right one. well Khalid, i would like to thank you despite the fact that you make me hate you even more but you made me realise that people like you exist in this world. i pray that you will one day realise that life isnt just about what you want and what you claim is true. i hope your life is blessed with people that you truly love.
good afternoon to all. blogging in the afternoon? what the hell am i thinking. phaa~
so i just chatted with ex boyfriend. Hariz that is. haa. please, i know you guys were thinking what the hell am i doing talking to Khalid right? sweethearts, you're sadly mistaken. anyway, he failed his n levels. im not surprised. haa. he got 12 points. so ITE is the place to be! well, all the best in life (: i kinda miss the old times but hey, we were not fated together so what's there to sulk about. atleast we are still friends (:
on the other hand, Wan didnt reply me at MSN. i saw Wan love Raddy [141208] so i assume they are together already. well, all he best in life for you too buddy!
today was such a bummer because Zen couldnt meet up with Jodie which means i couldnt meet up with FafaMomok. thanks ah ZEN! YOU'RE THE MAN! tsk. haa kayy lame. next time kay Fafa (: so i had to stay up at home the whole day. nevertheless, i felt strangely elated. i guess someone made my day. he was being super sweet to me. maklomla tak dapat jumpe hari ini. hawhaw.
super awesome readers of mine, im leaving Singapore tomorrow to KL. dont worry i wont be there for long. i'll be back on Christmas. i should start packing now. *sigh* i'll miss you guys. miss me too alright (: pray for a safe trip there and back for me alright. take care loves. xoxo.
hello all. i'm currently listening to Say Goodbye- Chris Brown. hah. i remembered i dedicated this song to ex boyfriend, Khalid. kental nye Wana. haha. but hey, the song is meaningful okay.
there's never a right time to say goodbye but i gotta make the first move 'cause if i dont, you gonna start hating me 'cause i really dont feel the way i once felt about you. ( snippets of the song.)
yadayada. today Jodie and i went for the interview at Marina Square's John Little. well, the manager told us that there's no more vacancy for temporary cashiers at Expo BUT they do have vacancy at the retails. cool. they'll call by this week to confirm everything. i hope they call (: okay i totally need to get more clothes! since Mango and Topshop is on sale, who can resist the temptation to shop! i went to Mango and i fell in love with a pretty yellow dress which cost on 62 BUCKS! the original price was like hundred over. then i came across the oversized knitted top and it cost only 37 BUCKS! then there's this pretty stilettos at Zara tapi price die melampau la. haa~ people SALE! im super excited for friday! LissaLOVE, lets got shopping! omgomgomgomgomgomgomg.*clap hands non-stop*
anyway, just as i step upon the train heading back to Pasir Ris, Yan texted me and he said he cant go to work because of his hair so he wanted to meet me up. haha. wrong timing la. sorry, next time alright. so people, it isnt easy working under hotel line afterall (:
tomorrow remains uncertain. i'm suppose to meet FafaMomok but ive yet to make any plans.
Regulations of this quiz is: - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them - Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. - These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. - Continue this game by sending it to other people. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Tagged by: EdahBeloved.
Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be? - all the wishes i wish to come true. - all the wishes i wish to come true. - all the wishes i wish to come true.
Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round? - yes.
Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you? - perhaps.
Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love? - depends.
Q: Do you belief in Love? - yes.
Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? - as long as i live (:
Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do? - haha.
Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days? - no for now.
Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like? - eww, i despise butterflies.
Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? - yes. phaa~
Q: Who are currently most important people to you? - people who made me most important in their lives (:
Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't? - of course.
Q: Are you happy with your life? - contented (:
Q: Would you give your all in a relationship? - yeah why not?
Q: What type of friends do you like? - MySexyLoves.
Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change? - definitely.
Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy? - his lips and personality.
Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction? - just shut up and let him go!
hello avid readers. second post of the day. my computer has been lagging since half an hour ago and it's getting into my nerves. tsk. *banging head on the keyboard*
SHAHRIL ISHAK IS SUPER HOT LA CAN? look at him, isnt he pretty (: phaa~*melts* he played for Singapore during the match between Spore and Vietnam. can Singapore suck more than ever? people! Singapore lost to Vietnam! hahahahaha. what a shame. although i dont know a shit about soccer, i could see that Singapore's performance was kinda sucky. especially AGU KASHMIR! omg! i feel like killing you i swear! slow melow la kamu ini! *rolls eyes* daddy-yo was going all "ahh Singapore, mane bleh menang? hahahahahaha. tengok Vietnam, ade spiiiriiittt!" LOL. i was contented watching la. haha. macam cool gitu. heard from FafaMomok that people of different age groups were cursing their lungs off. haa. well, who wouldnt? frankly, i did hawhaw.*smirk*
tomorrow i'm going for job interview at Marina Square's John Little. they need part-time cashiers during 6-19 Jan. i'm going with Jodie only since LeeyanLOVE cant make it. shiiittttttzaaaaaayys. Yan offered me a job at Raffles Hotel. under waitressing. pork. isnt that equivalent to banqueting. phaa~ i'll take it into consideration.
hello humble readers. isnt mimi the cutest living creature ever? haha. she wasnt in the mood of snapping a picture because i woke her up. sorry baby. but doesnt she look uber cute when she's angry. phaa~ i like!
message from Khalid: i really dunno what to do to u already i tink i must search u pasir ris drive 12 area already im sorry but ure my weakness even my sister add u but it seem helpless.
stay vigilant people! there's a stalker out loose. HAHA. look at that pathetic moron. Khalid, it is so sweet of you to come and search for me but i'm pretty sure you wont find me (: heh. so what if your sister add me up in friendster? like that would make any difference to me. it seems like you're not giving up huh? tsktsk. it's okay. take your time. ironic isnt it that Khalid once cheated on me with another girl and now he wants me back. i mean what's the point of having me back? wouldnt he do the same thing again if he had the chance? i dont want to be a bimbo like i was before. if thats how you treat a girl than boy, you're sadly mistaken. please be a little more aware about my feelings then your useless ego. just shut up and let me go! :D
where is that french dude?! he still have yet to send me those pictures taken a few days back. even Feezah ask me about him. wanker. phaa~ i'm still waiting kayy. i feel like going back to Jakarta. haha. i'm not sure why myself. i guess i miss getting toxicated by the carbon monoxide. haha. actually, i miss the super friendly people there and the way they gaze at you especially when im with Jodie. maklom la, twins, because at Jakarta, there's rarely any twins around. macam special gitu la *flips hair*.
lissaLOVE, hook me up on Friday alright (: im going out later. take care,much love.
hello all. OMG! i got to reunite with my former kitten KIM ! (Kimberly) well, she's all grown up now. isnt she pretty with the cute little yellow top (: her present owner, Beth, is a part time helper at my house and she's kind enough to bring Kim along. by the way, Kim is the first 4 pics, the 5th one is me and Mimi. i think Mimi needs a good bath. she smells like cat food.
i'm super hungry right now. seriously. daddy yo bought Murtabak in the afternoon and i only got to eat one piece. the rest was digested in my brother's empty stomach while i was enjoying my nap. terima kasih Abang In *spot sarcasm*mommy yo didnt bring back dinner and so here i am starving. i'm rather pissed actually but what else could i do?
i'm dead bored at home and i wish i could go meet my pretty people. oh yeah i wonder how the the class pit went? still awesome without me? HAHA. i hope so. oh yeah to vadiella, i've yet to take a picture of my sneakers but i'll post it up as soon as i get the pic alright?
okay i stole some(all hee) of the pictures from Feezah's blog. i shall post some alright (: again, please mind me for being unglam. haha. ENJOY~
now that we're done i'm so sorry.i know i lied to you.i know i hurt you.
hello all. haha. those are webcam pictures taken with Jodie at random. mind our selekeh faces (: well today's plan was super last minute. actually, mommy-yo was being super unreasonable yesterday because she didnt allow me to go out today because i came home late. late as in around 5 minutes to 9pm. there she goes blabbering. i felt like stuffing the laundry clothes into her chattering mouth but that would be super biadap. haha. so i told Fafa i dont know if i could make it today.
apparently, mommy-yo called and told me to have lunch at East Point. haha, see, she told me to go out -.-" so i went to meet Fafa and friends instead. so i watched Twilight and my rating is about 3-4 over 5. i could understand the whole story but it gets a little too draggy sometimes. Edward Cullen is hot la can? look at his sexy lips.*melts* (: after the movie, i didnt get to stay long because dad was pestering me to go back. phaa~ anyway, thanks Fafa for the treat :D
Jodie and i then went to WS MCD to have our very late lunch. i bumped into Rizal, my former hot adviser. gosh i miss him. i didnt manage to ask him about his results but im sure he did great (: yadayada and off we headed home.
so chatted with some of my buddies taking N level and they did superb. all passed and manage to go sec 5 or higher nitec. now it's my turn. O level results is a month away and i'm starting to freak out!
i shall not continue blabbering. this are the videos taken yesterday. we ere playing Jenga truth or dare and here are some dares done by some of my babygirls. ENJOY~(sorry for the low quality. maklom lah, 2 megapixel phone)
this is Feezah. she had to jump and shout "JENGA JENGA JENGA!"
this is me. i was suppose to lick myself like a cat.*rolls eyes* mind my unglam face can? (:
LOL!Feezah again. she had to spin like a ballerina.
this is Jodie. she had to lick herself like a cat too.
this is Aishah. she had to act like a traffic warden.
this is Leeyan. she had to immitate a chicken!
last but not least, Teeqa had to act like she's juggling.
french dude yet to send me the pics. go view Feezah's blog to look at some of yesterday's pics.
hello to all my beloved readers. i know, stupid picture right? i was bored you see. look at my legs, skinny sia. do you guys mind donating some of your fats to me? i'll be more than happy (:
finally, i met my babygirls today (: the usuals, Ais, Leeyan, Qeelah, Feezah, Teeqa and Jodie. apparently, Nieya cant make it because she had some work to attend to. i miss them all. so met everybody at Pasir ris MRT platform and as usual Jodie and i were late. haha. made our way to Marina Square. had lunch and off we went to Mindcafe at Boat Quay. we walked there of course and for some reason i was super "tak betol" in other words i was insane. well, with the help of Aishah that is (:
i had a blast laughing my head off at Mindcafe. everybody did. i must admit, our table was paling kecoh like pork. i shot some videos of us playing Jenga truth or dare but i'm too lazy to upload. haha. next time alright. we then left Mindcafe at 6pm. i was super high at that time i dont know why. maybe because i had too much fun playing the games. we then headed to One Fullerton Starbucks.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY! there were 3 Ang Mohs that came up to us and offered to take some pictures with them. i was being super random so i was like "WHY NOT?! :D". we took pictures as a group at first but then this hot guy with the hat said "hey! i want to take picture with one girl!" and he came straight towards me. first i was like hah okay. why me? then he place his hand around my waist and held me tightly, close to him! i was like, oooooooooooooookaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy.*blush* he was surprised when i told him im 16 yrs old. and i gave him my email add because he wanted to send those pics to me. haaa. cool ke pe. the girls cant stop teasing me tsk. haha. sorry Qeelah for making you cannot tahan. haha. (you know what i mean)
so then met Yasser and Mat at the Merlion and told them to join us. after much chatting with the girls, they left so Yasser, Mat, Jodie and i decided to hangout at Boat Quay. suddenly, a guy approached Mat and said that he was found throwing a cigg butt. the guy was from NEA i guess. apperantly, Mat didnt throw it and i was there to witness everything. he was fined 200 bucks for no reason sia.
i dont know what's up with mom eversince she came back from Abu Dhabi. i just hate the present her with those unreasonable attitude. tsktsk.
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RESULTS N LEVEL STUDENTS (:
i'll update the pics and the videos when i'm free alright. Fafa is a matrep (:
hello fellow readers. well, i was insane in the afternoon because i had to search for the perfect blogskin to replace my temporary 'not-so-nice' one. it took me 3296295632 hours to finally give up and settle with this current skin. i know it's not as colourful and animated as the previous one, but, i'm contented for now (:
well, im sane now. after spending the whole afternoon at home, daddy-yo decided to take Jodie and i out for dinner. just the three of us. we headed to CHANGI AIRPORT instead of Changi Village. tsktsktsk. saya sakit hati tau. i wished he would do a U -turn for me but he didnt, of course. "please, dont let me see Hariz today" was my mantra. as soon as i step upon T2, i had no guts to look at coffebean. i went straight to BK with daddy-yo and Jodie tailing behind me. all along during dinner, i felt uncomfortable. as if im being watched. yeah well, apperantly, if you readers dont know, coffeebean and BK are just a stone's throw away from one another.
HE WASNT THERE THANK GOODNESS. i was super relieved. daddy-yo decided to treat us for ice cream again. haha. thanks daddy-yo. so today wasnt that bad after all (: oh yeah! Jodie and i then came across this rather disturbing sight. it was a guy wearing this 'see through' t-shirt with gazllion holes in it and we could see his body through it. hah. feeling hot laa tu kan? WANKER. we laughed so hard that i felt like rolling on the floor. that wouldnt be decent to display such improper behaviour in public though. so anyway, i'm meeting my babygirls tomorrow. i dont really know what's the plan but i heard it's either bowling or mind's cafe. well, lets just see tomorrow then.
Nur Alissa Binte Azhar, i miss you so much la can. so now the RoxySka Hood are all single. haha. eh lets meet up after your N level results okay?
Fafa=momok (:
and i just try to find some hope to try to hold on to.
hello awesome readers. my old blog skin is gone, forever. i dont know whats up with it because.. whatever. i know, this blogskin is kinda suckish. i agree, much. i'll find another blogskin tomorrow. i'm tired i cant feel my legs.
message 1: iwana can i please have u back i really cant live without u. please understand me im really2 in love with u. no 1 else can replace u from my heart. Khalid
Please reply me ok. thanks.
message 2.
please sms me at *his hp no.* ok im waiting for u :)
LOL! i just check friendster and this mother fucker sent me two messages! he wants me back? you must be kidding right? haha.
you know, i was too young in my age to be with someone like you. i was too young to know what i want in life and too naive about everything. maybe i was too young to even realise that being with you was just cheap thrills. i was also too weak with your sugar coated sweet talks. it's been a year and 4 months since we've broke up and i still dont understand why it is so hard for you to let me go? i must say i havent been the best girlfriend for you. besides, you know it yourself that i cant have you back because of what you did to me. the lies. i gave in, gave chances after chances and again i am being the "man" of the relationship. so what's the big deal of having me back into your life? wouldnt i be ignored and only come into use when you're bored. think. i'm sure it's going to be nuisance, not for you, but for me having you around. please be more aware of other people around you because the world doesnt revolve around you only. it is a shame to see that you havent change eversince i've known you. i'm sorry for being such an arrogant bastard but i cant help it you see. i dont wish to come across you again in my life. ever. i'm sorry ,Khalid.
shit.guess who i saw today? ex boyfriend, Hud Hariz Wong Yun Feng. phaa~ not cool. i know, what a day right? okay so the story goes like this. i spent the whole afternoon tailing behind my parents to many places that i wished i hadn't attend. i was utterly bored and i had that super irritated face. so daddy-yo decided to treat us for some ice cream (: swensens , CHANGI AIRPORT swensens that is.
well, so i know that ex boyfriend wouldnt be at T2's coffebean because he told me he's working at T3. Jodie joked and told me that ex boyfriend might be working at T2 tonight. sheeeesh. she was right. as soon as i step upon T2, the first person i saw was this familiar chinese looking guy with those cute nerdy spectecals at working at COFFEEBEAN! i was like fuck it, that must be him. apperantly i was texting Fafa at that time and i couldnt help, but to let Fafa know. i tugged Jodie close to me hoping that he wont notice me.
i felt like a f'ed up moron by the time the ice cream came. ironically, i was first to finish. haha. i slithered my way out of T2 , again, hoping that he wont see me. gosh, i cant describe to you guys in words how much i miss him. then in the car on the way home, i reminisced the days i was together with him. every single thing. from the first day we met till the last time i saw him. he meant the whole world to me and i cant believe that everything is over between us. i dont know how i should feel right now. it's unfair that i took all the time and effort in the world to move on, but here i am utterly devastated when i merely saw him.
mood : famished. hello all. i have posted this post in the afternoon but i guess now that i've got nothing to do, i shall blog. so, i had to wake up at 6 am to accompany Jodie to the dentist for extraction. now she's missing 2 teeth. haha. i had to coax her throughout the journey. her nerves were out of control. haha. kayy bedek. after the whole extraction and all, daddy-yo sent us home. i babysitted Jodie the whole day. see, i'm an awesome twin sister *flips hair*.
i got Fafa to sing for me yesterday, at last. haha. i didnt sing for him though because i cant sing (: anyway, Hariz msn-ed me yesterday. it's good to know that he's doing alright. i miss his jokes though. he told me he was approached by imodels international. yarrite. you must be too gay laa boy. haha. so KUU:) texted around 11am threatening me to go for the class pit on next friday. baby, i know you miss me and we have 49249294723 gazllion things to catch up but, i need to babysit my dear little twin sis on that very day. phaaa~ i'll try to make it alright (: not forgetting, all the best to my buddy WAN! [you know i know (:]
alright loves, for now, let the pictures do the talking.
im Zati Iwana
sixteen
im known to suffer from aneroxia nervosa
but it's just plain judgemental
i do eat and i love food
currently in RP
taking up Business Information Systems
TAKEN♥
