mood: *sulks*
hello all.
another sickening day at home. i'm so free and bored at home that i could count the number of tiles my house have for gazillion time. kay bedek. it's just a metaphor. haha. anyway, i would like to bless Bik Minah and spouse, Cik Dhan, a safe trip to Madinah/Mecca to accomplish Hajj.
yadayada. it's coming to a week since i applied for jobs and still i'm here at home jobless. not cool. anybody wants to recommend me a job? if you do, dont hesitate to tag me alright. i really need your help. moving on, it's been days since i've contacted boyfriend. ironic huh. i really dont know what's going on between us. i've done most of the "giving-in" part and i dont get the same from him. i understand that he is working but, isnt a simple text a burden? maybe i'm being too naive and conclusive but it's just too much. i just dont understand why i'm waiting for him. am i here just to be label your girlfriend?
i'm sorry for being such an emotional wreck right now, but this is how i really feel. i dont know what i should do. i have enough of giving in already. it's just not fair for me. besides, today is sunday, isn't he off? see, i dont even know. lets see how this goes. im just praying that everything would turn up fine between us. atleast i've got Wan and LeeyanLOVE to spurt everything out. thanks babyloves for the listening ear and advices (: im done for now.
where's hope, when misery come crawling?
