mood:pathetic
hello love.
as you can see what my mood have suggested, yes i feel pathetic. i screwed up all three papers i sat. shit fuck.
but what else can i do?
my papers are piled among the rest.tightly sealed in a bag and sent over to cambridge and only god knows where my paper is now.
whatever move on.
yes, im in a shitty state right now.
i dont know. i just feel out of place currently.
firstly,all the nagging a nd blabbering makes my ears split and all i can think of is suicide. not really.
secondly, the o level pressure.
thirdly, boyfriend got a job and we are both afraid that we might not get to meet up often.which totally sucks.
and lastly my "clueless"or well off miss wannabe im centre of attention is pissing me off big time.
she's in a so called dilemma that i dont think she thought would happen to her.
on one hand she wants to be miss oh so helpful and caring to reconstruct a friend of hers.
so then off she went not bothering about my friends and i.
well we know that she wants the guys, not helping another friend.
i know it's confusing but i dont want to spurt her name here.
yada,bottomline is dont assume that all friends would be there for you.
some just turn their back on you when they get an opportunity.
wait,im too FLY to be depressed :)
