i've got my veins all tangled up.

Monday, October 27, 20088:53 PM

mood:B O R E D

hello all.im bored.extremely bored indeed.why?i spent my whole day watching tv,sleep,reading 17's mags and listening to music.how boring can one's day be.god.i was rather relieve when parents want to have dinner outside because i have something to look at and not only my bloody house.so yeah,we went to toa payoh's fork and spoon.had fish and chips.cant finish as usual.dad ate my leftovers.haha.yadayada.

so baby didnt get the job at pasta fresca!haha!awesome.now he wants to work at coffee bean.barista seh.

okay daa~

what's my age again?

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Friday, October 24, 200811:10 PM

mood:ESTATIC:D

hello all.
so finally, maths paper one is over.*applause*
not much of a standing ovation though.
there's still about 6 more papers to sit for.
but yeaa, i kinda smell the holiday mood already.
aha,it's not yet time to hallucinate macy.

yadayada, after exam went "shopping" with mom and back home laughing my ass off.
so the thought of buying a pretty top from dorothy perkins vanishes when mom called off the shopping trip to meet up with dad.
okay not cool.
i was totally digging the top.
it's 43 bucks babe.
so had dinner and all.

had a good laugh chatting with baby.
im currently chatting with him.
he finally got his desired part time job at pasta fresca,changi airport.
thank god he got the the job or else my ears would be bleeding thanks to his whines.
so, wan texted.
helped him out a little bit.
kinda miss the old times though.
you know,it's good to have healthy friendship with those who might be the ones you may lose.

oh yeaa, sorry about the recent post, my english was terrible as i was in a terrible state.
so mind me.
take care loves.

you can take take take take take take take time time to live live
the way you gotta gotta live your live :)

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Tuesday, October 21, 200810:33 PM

mood:pathetic

hello love.

as you can see what my mood have suggested, yes i feel pathetic. i screwed up all three papers i sat. shit fuck.

but what else can i do?

my papers are piled among the rest.tightly sealed in a bag and sent over to cambridge and only god knows where my paper is now.

whatever move on.

yes, im in a shitty state right now.

i dont know. i just feel out of place currently.

firstly,all the nagging a nd blabbering makes my ears split and all i can think of is suicide. not really.

secondly, the o level pressure.

thirdly, boyfriend got a job and we are both afraid that we might not get to meet up often.which totally sucks.

and lastly my "clueless"or well off miss wannabe im centre of attention is pissing me off big time.

she's in a so called dilemma that i dont think she thought would happen to her.

on one hand she wants to be miss oh so helpful and caring to reconstruct a friend of hers.

so then off she went not bothering about my friends and i.

well we know that she wants the guys, not helping another friend.

i know it's confusing but i dont want to spurt her name here.

yada,bottomline is dont assume that all friends would be there for you.

some just turn their back on you when they get an opportunity.

wait,im too FLY to be depressed :)

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Thursday, October 16, 200810:53 PM

flaming hotttttttttttt :D

mood: sigh sigh sigh

hello babe.
yesterday was a blast although i felt a little small. i was force to mix with baby's friends you see.
so yesterday was baby's birthday and our 3rd month-sary.yay :D
sadly though, i didnt get to smudge cake on his face cause i had to leave at 8.phaa~
yadayada, to sum up everything, yesterday was simply AWESOME.
i miss baby already. i hope to meet him tomorrow.
so yeaa baby dyed his hair. it looks cool haha. but i makes him look so chinese.
no offence.
well his friends? one word: LOUD.
literally.loud as in really really loud. believe me.

lala, today was o level science practical .the real shit.
today is practicall about the shittzaaay feeling.
and those ambiguous feeling jumbling up all your self confidence. kinda sucks.
whatever it is, i've done my very best. i couldnt have done better.
great.2 papers down, a whole lot more to go.
bring it on baby :D

i ride my bike with no handlebars, no handlebars

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Tuesday, October 14, 20084:20 PM

mood: super massive ****

hello all.

where's boyfriend? i've beenwaiting for his text him eversince 3 this afternoon yet all i receive is a solemn handphone lying motionless beside me.i expect a reply. only that. he's sleeping maybe. i dont know. i want to tell him that i can make it for his birthday party and celebrate our third month anni together. shame, where is he?

phaa~
moving on ,today was another epitome episode of my life nothing much except the fact that im more aware that o levels coming pretty soon. lala, going to study with a few buddys tomorrow before meeting bofriend. ahh yes, extended curfew:) im elated. thanks mom.

edaaaaah baby HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO YOU BABE!
love, thank you for being there for me whenever i need someone to talk too.
it's been quite a while since we've met. let's meet up after my o's alright.
i'll treat you to something awesome. babe, you have made me what i am today
and i would like to send my greatest gratitude to you. you are the best.
i love you!

taking control.

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Monday, October 6, 20086:17 PM

mood: awesome :D

oh hello all.
finally,after months of plenty misses and dreadful waiting, i met baby today.
my stress reliever. hawhaw.
i had to rush all the way to pasir ris interchange to meet baby since he dont know the way to my school.phaa~
well, although today was a short meet up, or rather an instant one, i still enjoyed my time.
baby, as usual would be ever so sweet.
benevolent :D
went to a few places like, e!hub, white sands, my old neighbourhood and west plaza.
he just send me a text a few minutes ago , "b, i love you".
i love you too babe :)

moving on, school was a dread like usual.
mrs rajan was being all whiny and all.
creeps me out.
poa was quite cool when you read all the numbers out in malay.
hawhaw. had a good laugh with jodie.
geography was fun thanks again to nas :)
stupid lame jokes is the key to making me laugh.
i cant help it.

school tomorrow.
baby's not schooling.
should i meet him up again?
i'll see about that.
okay daa~

in need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

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Friday, October 3, 20082:52 PM

mood: generally okay :D

hello all.
ahh. yes that's me in my maroon baju kurong. phaa~ mind me if look kinda ugly or gay here.
i was forced to pose by my dad you see.hawhaw.
lala, so i went to school today as per normal.
well hands down, today was the most boring day i had in school in my entire tertiary life.
nonetheless, nas will always be there to cheer me up with his ever dirty jokes and sing along sessions.
you know the song that goes: " bye bye bye bye bye" by backstreet boys.
well, he turned on that song and i had a good laugh!
thanks nas :D

yadayada.
im suppose to meet baby today but he is sitting for his n level paper today; till 4pm.
phaa~
so we decided to meet this coming monday :D
i cant wait!
im bored to heaven now.really.
jodie's out with zen. first date.
hawhaw.

okay im done for now.
such a lame post i know.
i'll make it better next time round kayy :P

there's no one like me
there's no one like you
so there's nothing like us :)

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Thursday, October 2, 20082:41 PM

mood: shitzaays but a little excited. woo!

hello all:)

firstly, i would like to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all muslim readers.

please forgive me if i had ever intentionally or unintentionally hurt your feelings.

as ramadhan draws to a close, syawal arrives with a rather happy moment.

families from all over singapore and abroad come as one to commemorate such an event occasion.

but the point is, we come together to forgive each other and appreciate them :)

as for me, every syawal brings me new values and life lessons.

it's really worthwhile to see eveybody having fun, enjoying themselves and catch up with their current lives.

i may not really enjoy this day because i feel out of place at times, but i understand the meaning behind family.

so i had a bad stomach cramp today. period.

ahh i hate this.

lala, so i've collected quite a lot of cash yesterday.hawhaw.

more than i've expected but lesser than last year.

yadayada.

going out with mum and jodie later to fix my watch and definitly SHOPPING!

it's like when? 9 months plus since i've gone shopping with mum.

cant wait cant wait.

ahhkayy bye.

so why cant you stay just long enough to explain?

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